GRADUATION DAY 2009

i'm back.
and today...
lets just say i'm very tired!

hmm..
first thing today..
went sch for grad day!
=D aww soo sad..
MR CHIU is LEAVING AES!
dang.. wont be able to see him next yr..
sheesh..
i wish him all the best man!
he has taught me alot this 2 yrs!
great hist lessons!
and english!
he still continue teachin thou like only 4 or 5 students?
he rock man!
=D stay cool Mr Chiu!
he is damn cool! hahaa =D

hmm..
sooo yea..
grad day...
first part was just waste time..
then enter hall!
thats the real thing.
speech by keh..
waste time! ahah!
then... yea..
all the presenting and all.
ahah! and i think tim's speech for our class was good.
ahaha! very good haha!
=D hmm..
then yea..
endy! haha he is the ...
err.. forgt the word. va______ . haha!
dunno how spell.. haha!
hmm.. yea!

and then..
present finish.
got the performance!
and i love the DANCE MOST! haha
AES DANCE!! woo! =D
it was great man! =D

hmm..
aft that..
took pictures here and there..
hmm.. had fun takin and all uhh. haha
talked to the teachers.
Ms Bhavani. thks! =D
and alot uhh... cannot rmb le lah. haha!
but yea..

its memories uhh.
i dun love this sch.
seriously and honestly.
but the ppl there is great!
met alot of ppl in this 4yrs here.
the great friends.
the amazing teachers.
lets not talk abt principal.. bleah!
hahaha!!

but yea..
mrs wee. didnt see her.. hmm
shes being a very good carin teacher!
power! she put in loads of efforts for us!
and dun forget all the other teachers!
they too ! have put in alot of efforts.
much thks teachers =D
i love you all! except some..

and the friends.
dunno if we will still be seeing each other so much in future..
but for sure.
these memories will be kept in my heart.
i love you all too! =D

hmm..
then yea..
lets get back to abt today..
hmm..
then aft all the phototakin..
went hean hse for soccer.
play play play..
then go eat.
lepak awhile at the house..
then play again..
hardcore..
i'm damn tired man...
phew..

soo then yea..
went home aft some spongebob entertainment.
ahah! hmm.. then yea..
go home loh..
the bus ride home was long as usual..
thinkin of loads of stuffs..
sheesh..
i'm damn weird..
morning happy.
then got sad abit.
then happy playin soccer.
then angry! cause not happy with soccer.
then got abit emo in the bus.
thinkin of stuffs..
life uhh..

everyday i would hear this.
no money no money no money..
haiz..
then why in the first place go and quit that stable job?
and you went and get some stupid job..
this sucks man..
everyday..
no money..
then i'll be like..
fine.. no money again..

hmm.. it just sucks lah..
lucky just got a job at some sitex show...
sell dunno wad..
hmmm.. got cash at least..
needa support myself.. i'm dyin!
and yea..
i hope i get the restaurant job also..
hmm.. yea..

few more days to prom.
dang.. still no money to buy stuffs..
mayb i shld just skip it..
but i paid the 65bucks..
and i'm performin..
fuck it..
haiz..

i'm in a not soo good mood now..
shall go off now..
i need to get away from this part of the world...
need a holiday to calm my soul..
BUT.. wheres the money?

~~eugeneN~~
phone has been very quiet..
shucks.. someone pay my bills!! =(

its been long.

hellos!
i'm finally back aft 2days!
miss me anyones? hmm..
shld be NO.
like who misses me? nobody.
nobody even knows my existence i think..
hmm.. nvm..

hmm..
soo..
a tirin 2days..
let me recall wad i did for this 2days..

okok..
i can rmb that ytd went for interview..
at vivo. the king louis restaurant there..
hmm..
they say they will call back..
i doubt so.. hmm..
sooo i'm gonna search for another job uhh..
yea.. shld be searchin for another.. haha
soo yeap..

ooohh.. ytd aft interview..
walked to toys'r'us.. or however you spell that.
then yea.. saw all the crazy fabulous toys!!
man! i wanna buy man!
but no money uhh.. hha!
toys are still part of me! damn cool!
ahaha i like! haha
hmm..

did i mention?
i went interview with hean, roy, boonsheng.
yeap. 4of us. haha
then aft lookin thru all those marvelous toys,
went to BK to buy meal.
then went up to rooftop there to eat. yea. haha
it was okay? ahaha

then bullshit and all.. talk abt prom and all..
then go home aft that uhh..
but went to grands place.
yea.. aft that went home.. hmm..

ookk .. sooo..
wad abt the day before..
i cant seem to rmb..
i think its a sat..
yea.. sat..
i think i did nothing..
yea.. ! hmm..
i was lookin for job and all..
yea.. and found this. haha
yeap!

hmm..
man..
and today..
went sch for grad day rehearsal..
stupid i swear!
waste time..
hmm.. i shld have stayed home ..
but ooohh wells..
and then yea.. wasted alot of time..
aft that went home loh.. yea.

sooo then..
tmrw is grad day.
1 thing i excited abt it.
DANCE! woo!
the aes dancers performin! yay!
i love! AES DANCE!!
they rock man! any dancers lookin at this?
hahaha!! =D
hmmm..
yea then..
officially graduate from aes.
being a very... say..
long, rewardin, great, etc etc etc
4years..
lotsa things happened.
but.. i still got thru this 4yr!
wow!
being sooo long!
but it only seems like ytd i got into thise sch..
sad uhh?
yea.
=D

hmm..
okok..
i think i wanna go le..
byebye?

ooohhh..
phone bills haven settle yet..
=(
i wanna sms alot of ppl!
shucks!

~~eugeneN~~

forgotten am i? hmm..

alrights..
i'm havin a headache..
its being the 4th day of this headache..
ooohh my goodness.. this sucks totally!
haiz..
body not feelin that very well..
let me die..

hmm..
i didnt go out of the house today..
sucks muchs?
home alone..
have being infront of the comp whole day..
read manga..
listen music..
plurk..
facebook..
nth else..
soo no life?
rather just die..
i feel like dyin.. haiz..

sooo.. obviously..
i was stuck at home the whole day..
and my phone bills still haven settled..
omg.. soo quiet the whole day..
and i still have this damn earblock cause by my flu?
dang! i still have difficulty hearin!
and i keep havin this weird sound inside..
hmm.. am i goin crazy? =/

yea.. then horh..
was lidat loh..
i wanna get back to normal.. haiz..
this just sucks man..

hmm..
i have decided..
meritus mandarin hotel..
work there ..
waiter? bartender?
hmm..
call to ask tmrw..
hope theres vacancy there..
so then can have a stable pay.. yea..
support myself for this holiday..

yea uhh..
apart from all this..
i got nth to put down here uhh..
hmm.. no life i guess?
i rmb this one word..
sista told me before.
introvert.
i just rmb.
i am one..
i'm not afraid of admittin it..
look at me at anyway you all want.
for i know..
i do not live for anyone.
this is my life.
i am who i am.
i do not change myself for anyone..

thou sayin all that..
i do wanna change my introvert self..
i'm half changed..
but still have that half introvert self in me.
and i dun mind it..
being introvert lets me have a peaceful moment with myself.
i like.
haha

its 12.32am now..
hmm..
think i shld sleep soon?
nah!
tmrw another no life day?
guess so..
helpin mum to pack the room..
sian! but oooh wells..
hmm..
its better than slackin off the whole day?
shall go for a night run tmrw.
get in shape. haha
no more slacks man! haha
sooo yeap..

hmm..
i have alot in my mind now..
haiz.. very mixed emotions now..
haiz.. ooohh wells..
i dun wanna say it out here..
but yea..
i'm not in the right state of mind...
again..
pfft..
suckss muchs?
but ooh wells..

hmm..
grad day is comin soon.
on next tues 17nov to be exact.
yay man! haha
sooo cool loh! i wanna take photos with everyone!
yea. thats wad i'm gonna do!
i have to.
okok mayb not everyone?
cause its not possible.. hha
but yea..
still gonna do that..
aft that goin red camp?
shld be..
lotsa ppl goin..
yea.. ahh.. dun have a good feelin abt it..
but yea.. try to enjoy myself there..
yeap! make more new friends!

i need a new life..
=(

~~eugeneN~~

i still not happy okay!

guess wad..
i just decided not to work with roy they all..
its just..
i dun feel right with them ALL.
not wad i want..
i guess i shall go look for one myself..

hmm..
soo.. today..
was pretty..
i dunno how say..
but yea..
hmm..
had bio paper in the aftnoon...
it was not bad?
can do.. but alot stupid mistakes..
haha hmm..
and yea..

ooohh!
to the birthday girl ytd.
i got your msg today..
but i cannot reply.
my phone cannot send and call..
soo yea.. haha
but yea.
you take cares too. =D

hmm..
soo back to today.
i was decidin if to go for the steamboat lah!
then i reach home decided to go loh.. haha
just go uhh.. hmm..
then yea..
and received call from roy abt a job..
but i just realised that its with others also other than roy and clemence..
soo yea.. not thks man.
sry i pangseh.
but yea.. no thks.
hmm..
then yea..
reach home..

and then!
went out at 5plus..
take mrt to AMK.
hmm.. met grace, aizhen, boonsheng and esther there.
hellos esther. haha first time meetin you.. =D haha
hmm.. then hean.. was late..
tsk.. plurk plurk plurk.. haha!
hmm.. then yea..
walk walk walk to the steamboat place..
i very tired actually..
but still go. haha

hmm..
anyways the steamboat was quite nice? haha
but not enugh variety lah! haha too little!!
hmm.. must have more! ahah
but yea.. quite fillin..
i very full loh! haha
and esther is like a small girl. haha!
i dunno why.. she seems like a small girl. haha!!
nice to meet you. aha

yea.. then eat eat eat..
not much talkin from me. haha
i cannot talk much. haha i think very weird..
no voice still wanna talk.. haha!
hmm.. then yea..
eat finish..
pay 14bucks..
dang! big sum..
but ooh wells..
must enjoy enjoy mah..
aft O's le.. haha

yea. then .. finish..
walk arnd..
go some shop. haha
then aft the girls happy with the walkin to shops..
then go home..
i took train home..
reach home..
use comp..
and now i'm here bloggin..

hmm..
ooohh..
a reminder..
didnt pay phone bills..
sooo cannot use le..
only can receive calls and msg..
sooo anything call me..
dun text me..
yea..

lets see.. wad more?
hmm..
tmrw gonna look for jobs in the paper..
need work.
get cash.
settle stuffs.
and yea..

mon back to sch..
rehearsal for grad day.
tues grad day.
hmm.. dunno how i shld feel..
but yea..
a new life it will be.
its good. but at the same time bad..
i dunno.. mixed emotions.
hmm.. i needa talk to someone..
i'm breakin down inside soon.. haiz..
this sucks..
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~
yea you dun like ppl who say other ppl are ugly?
but thats better than someone who fuckin talk behind someone's back
and someone who fuckin badmouth someone behind him.
fuck it! you make my blood boil!
seesh!

ahh you fuckin bitch!

okok..
fuckin hell!
i felt so hurt man!
you .. seriously..
shut up. get away from me.

hmm..
today..
i had no voice..
didnt speak muchs..
sooo yea..
and i didnt have a good day..
really sucks lah today!

went to sch arnd 12..
then yea..
read abit of my notes..
then i just stared into blank space..
feelin..
not very good..
really lah..
sooo loney loh.
but ooohh wells..
this is life?
haiz...

hmm..
then had the paper..
which was easy?
hmm.. but a few careless mistakes here there..
sucks lah!
but yea..
overall okok. =D
tmrw got bio paper 1.
then O's will be done for me.
ahaha! yay!

hmm..
aft the paper.. i went home loh..
yea.. thats abt the day lah..
reached home.. slacked le loh.. haha

yea..
then..
tmrw aft the paper i think will be goin amk at 6pm?
to meet hean boonsheng and grace they all?
i also dunno whos goin..
but ooh wells...
they goin some crazy exp place to eat?
walao.. i no money leh..
sian. i still needa buy stuffs for prom leh..
its like .. haiz..
sian!!

hmm..
and i cannot dun go tmrw.
cause grace goin overseas?
so needa like..
bid farewell or smth?
yea.. hmm.. so yea loh..

anyways..
i just realised smth lah..
and it made me fuckin angry!
i swear man! serious!
its like wtf?!
fuckin stabbed me in the back.
dun talk to me anymore.
go away!
>=(

hmm..
i hope my voice returns tmrw.
soo i can speak.. haha
its sucks you know?! haha
hmm.. oohh.. and i also found out smth. haha
congratz. haha! =D
stay strong. ahah

and lastly..
happy birthday to you.
i know you dun wanna talk to me.
so yea.
i only can say happy birthday to you here..
i dunno if you will see it..
but anyways..
happy birthday.

bye then.
jiayi! i update le. haha
read it ! haha =D
stay crazy. haha

~~eugeneN~~

please..

okok.
a fast update on today..
didnt go out..
had a headache.. argh!

hmm..
i was stuck home whole day..
i actually stuck myself at home..
didnt wanna go out..
soooo lazy go out..
and not really feelin well.. haiz..

then yea..
i used the comp..
played psp..
then i had a nap..
wow!
not bad?
but i woke up and had a bad headache..
actually it worsen..
since ytd de leh! =(

hmm..
then yea..
did not do anything else uhh..
so i practically slacked whole day..
ahhaa! xD

soo tmrw got paper!
science mcq paper 1. haha
then aft that..
i dunno wad to do..
dinner anyone? ahaha xD
hmm.. i wanna eat mac! haha xD
but i doubt i have enugh..

hmm..
ooohh!
tmrw gotta pay prom money..
shit man!
lucky mum got the cash.
yay! love you mum! haha!! xD
hmm..
then gotta settle all the clothes and all..
fuck! no money le lah! dang man!

hmm..
ooohh! i love chilli. haha!! =S
okok lah.. i am being random now.. haha!
i'm eatin horfun. haha! woots!
i didnt eat anything today..
for the whole day!
soo i'm only eatin dinner.. which is at 10pm..
pfft.. wtf right? haha!
sian loh! hmm..

so yea..
i guess i shld be goin to sleep..
go sch early tmrw..
i dun wanna stay home till late late then go sch for paper.. haha
scared will rain uhh.. sucks one leh!! oohh! shit! haven wash socks..
pfftt.. time to wash them.. byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

black and white. red and blue. yellow and green.

so yea!
here i am fellow readers!
if there are even any? hmm..
i wonder..

alrights..
so today..
i woke up at 1pm! wow! haha
thats damn late uhh!
thats cause last night slept at 3am!
crazy muchs? was playin psp uhh.. haha
this game so fun!
crystal defence!
its a Final Fantasy games.
just in the genre of smth like tower defence.
ahah so fun! =D

soo.. yea..
hmm..
then mornin wake up.
saw roy msg.
go out lepak.
ahaha okok loh! haha
nth do at home anyways..
and needa help mum to top up electricity. haha
so yeap!
bathe everything.
then off i go!

and it rained! fuck!
ahha sooo not a good day to go out loh.. pfft!
hmm.. then yea.. took a bus to west mall.
met roy there.. then went to have kfc lunch!
2piece chicken meal! woots!
then yea.. aft that..
went to look for void deck with table to lepak.
he got his guitar. so yea!
i wanna play. haha

hmm..
then play play..
i actually did 1 mcq paper there! haha! wow!
then i do finish throw away. haha! xD
no need keep one. haha
hmm..
then yea..
play guitar, write lyrics which failed terribly.
and sing.. which i cant with the state of my cough.. haa
soo yea... sucks muchs? haha

hmm then decided to bus home.
then reach home le loh..
then eat, use comp.
hmm..
tmrw no paper again..
cause i didnt retake mothertongue. haha
so yeap! i'm free tmrw!
ahaha
ooohh!
tmrw mac? i hope hean is serious?
cause i wanna go out for mac! ahah
hmm.. i want the lunch time one.
cheaper! haha
can save money leh! haha ! xD

okay..
sooo..
11nov needa settle prom money!
shit! i hope mum has the cash!
needa pay! i wanna gooo!!
and then aft that i needa go get a guitar..
and shop for clothes..
dang..
its all abt the cash ehhs? =/
sian lah! no money really sucks!
rob bank! haha!
crazzy.. kena arrested only.. haha!

so then..
i dun have anything to say le..
but i just wanna say..
she still didnt reply me..
haiz..
dunno wads wrong.. sian..
anyways.. its only 2 more days to your birthday..
i know you dun wanna talk to me..
and you dun wanna see me?
ooohh wells..
happy birthday to you in advance.
rest assure i wont spoil your day. bye.

~~eugeneN~~