i wanna leave this family.

=(
i'm feelin fuck now.
i'm not right now..
everything sucks now.
wad the fuck was that for?!
i hate everyone in this family.
i hate you all.
seriously.

i feel like a black sheep in this family.
i feel no love in this family at all.
everything is kept a secret from me.
i know nth.
nth .
they all hate me.

i'm tired of this family.
really tired of it..
everything i do is wrong.
its always my fault.
since young.
i've tolerated enugh with this fucked up family.

today is the day.
i've had enugh.
i'm not caring anymore.
dun expect me to help you anymore.
dun expect me to lend you money.
lend you money to buy viceroy?
fuck it.
be glad that i even lend you those 30bucks.
lend you 50?
wad will you buy?
viceroy.
why the fuck would i give you money buy ciggs?
no way.

and you went all drama and wanting leave home.
fuck and made sis cried.
this is fucked up stuffs.
and sis dun fuckin bother tellin me wad happened.
till 5yrs old bro said wad bro in law said to him.
i quarelled with mum?
wtf?!
that was aint no quarrel.

well.
i'm always the black sheep in this family.
everyone hates me.
well..
fuck it.
i already dun have a dad.
well fuck it.
i can do without a mum.

just dun ruin my future.
dun.

well..
i have no mood to type down wad i did today le..
but..
i'm still doin it..

went for interview.
they say call back.
oooh wells..
confirm wont call back..
soo nvm le..
look for more job tmrw..
not enugh money .. =(

okay..
i'm damn tired frm all the emotions tonight...
haiz.. why am i born in this family??
=(

~~eugeneN~~