anyhow anyway.

okay all.
i'm here again.
today was stupid.
i keep tellin myself to study.
but i dunno wad to study..
was thinkin ..
alot of subs.
i wanna study.
i dunno wad to start on..
then also like dunno how to start on it.
ahaha

hmm..
oohh.
i have it planned out for Olevel maths.
aft science pract Os, there will be like 5days of no exams?
so i'll be chiongin maths .
intensive maths .
so now i'm puttin maths aside.
cause i think i can manage bah for maths.
so i'll put it aside.
then concentrate on other subs now..
like my bio..
holy shits.
and my geo..
haiz..
needa buck up!
and everyone else!!
ahaha

hmm..
so..
today was playin guitar whole day.
i can tune to dropD le!
yays! so can play alot songs.
alot all time low songs.
ahaa =D
hmm..
then yea.
can play weightless.
i like! and dear maria. =D
woo!

okok.
apart from guitars.
i used the comp and just slacked loh..
phone very quiet the whole day.
argh wadeva..
siansiansian!!
haiz..

hmm..
then yeap.
my mind is so mixed up.
i dunno wad i'm thinkin..
but anyways.
its still abt the same thing.
haiz..
life is stupid for me now.
people driftin from my life..
all floatin away..
i'm so alone i feel.
i have nth anymore.
nth.
only myself.
i'm tryin to get out of this hole.
but i cant.
i'm locked up inside.

love is outside this hole.
i want it.
but they dun want me to haave it.
i'm at my wits end.
i dunno wad to do le.
i guess..

i needa get a life.
its not healthy.
thinkin so much.
worryin so much.
being so shit and all..
its not healthy.
i need to get upbeat.
so ..
i dunno..

~~eugeneN~~