wasting life away.

well.
came here for a little ranting.

anyways.
i feel fucked up.
and i cant do anything.
i'm a loser.
i suck at everything.
pathetic asshole.

i have a fucked up family.
i have a fucked up life.

confidence at an all time low now.
feel soooo shit.
i feel like i'm just a substitute to everyone.
to everything.
i'm 2nd to everything and everyone.
i'm nothing.

well.
life still goes on.
with my heart.
filled with anger.
filled with hatred.
for this family.
esp mum.
i hate you mum.
seriously.
go get a job.
a proper job.
_l_
FIRETRUCK.

and tmrw theres a match.
more exact. lata on at 10am.
practice match?
with those bunch of KFC ppl.
gahh.
i'm gonna suck like shit in that match.
welll..
not confident with everything.
touches sucks.
passes sucks.
shots sucks.
stamina sucks.
i sucks.
period.

that says it all dun it?
well.
wad to do.

and i needa cut my hair.
mayb gonna go cut it on sunday.
get back that bieber hairstyle.
too long already hair.

hmmss..
sooo now.
gonna go study.
exams next week on tues and wed mornings.
hope i dun screw them up.
thou i have a feeling i'll.
soooo.. see how it goes.
aft exams dun think.
holidays for 6 weeks.
time for some ______.
i dunno wad.
=/

okay lah.
byes.
i'm a emokid.
i'm an introvert.
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~