stress stress stress!

haiz..
no hellos today.
i'm damn tired.
and very stressed..
alot of things to think abt..
=(

well..
today woke up at 4am..
i slept for only 4hrs..
not enugh.
go to work..
reach changi arnd 7?
then yea.. set up all..
and just wait for guest..
which was slack..
nth to do..
sooo.. yea.

in the end..
during the lunch i went to the booth to help.
hmm.. nth to do one also..
soooo yea.
slacked loh..
and ate all the chips and all. haha
drink drink drink..
but i missed the flight display!
sian! tmrw loh..
i hope tmrw i stayin at the chalet..

hmm.. then at the end of the day..
all done.
reach hotel 7plus..
i'm supposed to end at 8.
but they no need help so went off loh..
then back home..
and i'm feelin tired.

feeling very stressed now..
i dunno wad to do..
haiz..
money probs..
i'm running out of money..
and everyday returning home no food..
and soo i gotta buy myself..
and its eatin all my money..
and soon i'm gonna pay phone bills myself.
also gotta get new yr clothing too..
all this requires money..
and also adult fare now..
eatin my money too..
shitsss! how?!
haiz..
running out of cash in acc..
and i can only get my airshow pay on thurs..
hmm..
i hope i'm gonna get the job at meritus.
sooo at least i know 1month i get how much.
so can budget..
haiz..

mum changed alot.
not gonna say how..
but yea..
i told some of you thou..
and yea..
changed lots..
i dun understand..
i cannot count on her anymore..
i just hope.
she dun screw up my future..
like not paying my poly fees and all..
if i'm kicked out of poly cause of this..
i think i'm gonna hate her..
like for life.
dun screw up my future mum.
thats all i ask for.
i'm paying stuffs on my own now.
i cant handle poly fees.
soo yea.
dun screw me up.

haiz..
life sucks like muchs now.
really wished i was still in sec sch..
haiz..
damn stressed..
and tired..
=(

gotta go.
needa sleep.
wakin up at 4am again..

~~eugeneN~~