growing hatred.

its 2am now..
and i feel sleepy..
but i dun feel like sleepin yet..
hmm..

anyways..
today..
woke up in the mornin..
and i went out not long aft..
went to orchard hotel first..
they say lookin for waiter in the paper..
but wtf?! they say dun have..
wad?! kao..
nvm then went to mandarin again..
i sign finish application form you tell me no more..
then you shred my form..
wad the buck man!

then yea..
i went over to somerset there..
then i went to centrepoint.
go to cold storage.
cause paper say they hirin..
then finally someone called me!
cause i cant msg or call out..
phone bills..
once again.. no need any explainin..

hmm..
roy called.
he came over.
then went to ask for cashier job.
but!
they say dun want students..
walao! life sooo not fair loh!
then sooon koo came..
which he took damn long!
then we yea..
just go eat wadeva wadeva lepak.
walk arnd and bullshit..
then yea..
everywhere we go me and koo will ask for job..
i'm really despo for a stable job.. =(
anyone??

then yea..
aft that went for work..
while FAMORCAN went home.
i think? haha!

hmm.. then yea..
we lata realised that work starts at 5pm..
and its like 5 le!
shit!
pay cut if late! then chiong..
walao! sian loh!
then yea.. late 3mins. hha!
30cents can give them!
nth to me!
oooh!
i forgt mention!
got the pay for IT fair too!
basic pay of 60bucks for 2dayss.
go bank in tmrw..

okok back to my stupid day..
then yea..
work work!
today was winsor ballroom.
quite slack for me..
my table only less than 7ppl !
wah! damn shiok!
and funny thing is!
they only wantssss BEER!
they dun care abt food loh!
i say i help them serve the food they say nvm.
just help them refill the beer jug i gave them. haha!
hilarious! and they all angmoh.
and 3 chinese.
all drinker. crazy muchs!
got beer belly one.. haha! xD

hmm..
then yea..
walao! the fish is a headache!
sooo hard!
i till now still dunno how to take the bone out..
needa know how soon..
ooohh and boss wants us to settle hair..
(annoyed) .. so mah fan lah!
and sunday i got work..
soo needa gel fringe up..
kaobei..
dun like siol! but still have to loh..

then yea..
work was quite smooth and fast..
then 11pm! can zhao le!
go off.
home now..
still not sleepin.. haha!

anyways..
my phone line..
haiz.. sian lah!
i dun understand my mum lah!
why cant she just PAY!
she can go out everynight now clubbin..
but cannot help me pay!
FUCK!
i hate this home.
hate this family..
i dun feel the love in this family!
sucks!
i hate life.
i have nth.
nth .

haiz..
alot of emotions.
just bottom them up.
put on a smile everyday.
pretend i'm okay.
thats the best i can do.
=D

byebye!
tmrw ..
i dunno wad i'll be doin..
wadeva.
bye!
and am i in the soccer team?
no one call me de...

~~eugeneN~~