i wish i was an orphan.

well.
fuck it.
i still fucking hate you mum.
bitch.

nabei.
spoil my mood.
seriously hate YOU!
_l_!
i dun understand why i have this kinda mum.
why cant i just have a normal family?!?
i see other ppl families.
my friends' family.
have a perfect family.
dun have a useless dad.
dun have a fucked up mum.
why do i have both?
and useless dad is fucking gone.
ccb. FML!

really really hate this life right here.
i swear if i could, i would have run away from home!
but!
i think of the outcome.
and if i run away from home, where do i go?
i have no money.
CAUSE YOU FUCKING TOOK EVERYTHING!
and i also dun have anywhere to stay..
running away is a bad choice.
thats why i'm determined to get my own hse when i can.
and get the fuck out of here.
even better i'm gonna go overseas.
and not see YOU!
YES!

hmm..
soooo then .
lets not talk abt that fucking woman slut.

wellss.
today i pon sch!
yay to that!
ahahhaa!
wells..
i just dun feel like goin sch.
i dun think i missed out muchs?
ooohh wellss..
self study loh. haha

and then yea..
just practically slacked at home.
hmm..
and yea.
did tfm assignment...
and also chat and surf the net.
play pes.
blablabla.
life's a bore with fucks everywhere.

went for friday soccer.
totally fucked up once again.
seriously.
i think next friday i'm not gonna go for any soccer.
just stick to sat soccer.
friday i think i shld ask jeremy pang to lepak with me aft sch. haha
mayb go his hse for GYM!
yea! \m/!
his hse is crazy shit.
i gotta see his workout set. haha

ooohhh wells..
sooo then had laksa again.
i had it in the morning.
and i had it again just now.
crazy muchs!
i'm like a curry addict.
hahaha!
i just love it!
=D

then walked to bpp with jeremy and hean.
took 176.
during the bus trip.
thought of many stuffs..
if only..
haiz.. =((

why is my life so fucked up?

~~eugeneN~~