all i wanna say is..

hmmm..
wads with life?
sucks muchs you know?
haiz..

let me put the personal thing aside first..
and update abt today alrights? =D

today!
i woke up with a really tired chest..
have being doin alot of workouts. haha
tryin to beef myself up okay! haha xD
then yea..
i prepared for sch..
make sure i brought my entry proof.
and then make sure i had brought all that i need. haha

then yea..
took the earlier bus to sch.
and inside the bus..
i was like feelin sooooo nervous uhh!
my heart pumpin faster than usual..
and there was the adrenaline rush in me!
walao! shiok but at the same time sick feelin...

then reach sch le..
go up studyarea.
nobody wish me luck de loh!
walao..
nvm ..
then yea..
i shake everyone hands.
and i prepared!!

then need surrender all electronics!
walao!
i paisehh only! hhaaha
2psp! so fat lah! haha
then go down to chem lab 1.
first thing i see..
voltmeters and ampmeters.
i happy !! =D
cause its easier than others..

then got on to doin..
had trouble at first..
but aft readin awhile can le.. haha
then i was shakin when i boilin the testtube.. haha
so scary lah! walao!
then i do very messy loh!
and i sweatin like dunno wad monster.. haha!

hmm..
then finish! yaysss!
i happy. =D

kena quarantined in the shawt..
walao.. borin sehh..
then yea.. talk, eat, drink, work, sleep.
thats all i did.
and i sing to myself.
ahaha need music uhh.. no psp with me..
sing myself loh! hhaa! xD
it didnt rain okay! that one is roy. haha!!

hmm...
then yea...
went to bpp eat lunch.
with roy hean boonsheng clemence janice.
thats all i think.
yea.
ahhaa
had LJS..
and janice didnt say she dun like LJS..
then she just follow us.. aiya..
must say mah.. we not unreasonable ppl leh.. haha

then yea.. walked arnd and i went home loh.
i think i saw someone i know at BPP..
but i not sure.. and she also didnt call out to me.. haha!
sooo.. nvm uhh. haha! xD

i played guitar. work out and used comp at home.
then until arnd 7.30?
i chiong out to wisma to collect my phone. haha
walao! sooooo hot i swear!
then i reach le lucky haven close. haha
collect le! i happy! finally!
wah then alot of sms. haha!
then yea..
went home..
and now here i am..

i'm goin sch tmrw!
selfstudy.
and i wanna attend cat class! haha
and i wanna see everyone. haha
cause sch's endin for everyone le right?
i'll miss you all.
seriously.. thou i know you all wont miss me..
but nvm.. haiz..

soo..
abit of personal thing.
not so much.. alittle.
i just feel that..
life is a bitch, bastard, whore and wadeva stupid word you can think of.
why?!
cause its lidat..
everyone.. seems like all just leavin my life lidat..
haiz..
they just one by one leave my life..
and i just read ___'s blog just now.
and she say everyone leavin her..
no..
you still have everyone..
and at least you still have him..
but me?
i dun have anything..
nth at all...
i'm sucha loser..
i lose everything..
why?
=(

bye.

~~eugeneN~~
why isit like this? why...