no this aint wad you think this is.

well. hey.
just got a feeling to come and blog.
have not done this for like dunno how many thousand years already!
buttt.. ooohhh wells!
i feel kinda sad right now..

it sucks.
when you dun have money.
it sucks.
when nobody gives a fuck abt you.
it sucks.
when you dun have any warmth and love at all.
it sucks.
when everything goes against you.
it sucks.
well. everything sucks right now.
family is in a mess.
money is always the case.
then the feeling that i'm gonna lose everyone is here too.
no one is there forever for you.
just rmb that.
its all a lie.

fuck it.
everything is just crap.
alot of times i really wonder why the fuck must i be in this world.
why the fuck must i live?
why?
just to bring agony to myself? to everyone?
do me a favour someone? kill me.

dun even wanna live on.
but well.
i have to aye/?
unless some kill me.
or i just die in an accident.
or mayb. i just sleep. and never wake up.
wow. that would be good.
and when i die, i'll just be dumped into a incinerator plant.
nobody would even know.
or shld i say nobody would even bother caring if i died.

well thats not the case.
fuckk. i dun even know wads wrong with me.
i dun even know wad i'm living for now.
theres no motivation in life.
i have nth to live for. nth at all.
everyday passes and it just seem like any other day.
screw it.

well.
dun wanna say anymore. sooo. bye.
fuck you. fuck them. fuck me.