i feel so hurt.

haiz..
did not have a good day.
today sucks.
seriously sucks.
nth went well.
haiz..

okok.
i still gotta go on with life..
so i had a stupid bad day..
was not myself..
haiz..
mayb cause the msg from her last night..
haiz..
i dun wish to say here.
you know who and wad you ask me abt it loh..
but yea..
1knife stab into my heart.
but oohh well..
i already know its gonna be lidat.
but yea..

soo..
i'm seriously gonna forget all abt it le.
hmm..
i'll pick myself up.
have done it many times.
and this time too..
i'll do it.

hmm...
alrights.
today..
had all the lessons and all..
and yea.
productive day.
got to learn much stuffs.
and yea.
but not a good day.

hmm..
ec was stupid thou.
english was drawin on my worksheet..
ahaa!
so i didnt do..
dun care lah.
english only..
then ss was slack..
talk nonsense at the back of avt.
then yeap ..
aft that.
with sista and homie chan at canteen.
boonsheng was there too.
then reg and kat joined for kat to go up for chem aft awhile.
slacked. shared "love".
you know wad love i'm talkin abt?.
bet you dun.

this love.
its lidat.

my motto.
Food is Love and Anything that can get me Food is Love.
thus ..
money is love.
food is love.
and wad abt true love you may ask..
true love is but a thing.
a thing which hurts.
but still it brings joy.
i dun have it.
wadeva..

hmm..
then night studies..
wadeva..
did maths.
then lidat loh..

haiz..
i really very not myself.
ahhhhhhhhh!!
is everyone lidat when they have love?..

~~eugeneN~~