Mud and Determination and ANGER!

hellos.
the time now is 12.47am.
and i dun wanna sleep.
i have no mood to sleep.
and i have no mood to go sch ..
sian!

wells..
soooo.. ytd soccer training was just very messy.
very fucked up!
seriously..
first..went to west view..
wait so long then the fucking guy sports council never came.
nabei!
we go back teck whye.
then there fucking muddy lah!
well..
just had to train on..

then..
started with some fucked up passing drill..
which was damn messy.
and then crossing shit.
when our pass already sucked.
then..
finally organised things up.
but still not that good..

field was fucked up.
MUDDY SHIT!
i ran thru the mud man.
was aft the long and high thru ball.
stupid mud make me sink into the ground i then lost my speed and timing ..
could not get that first touch!
and this happened ALOT of times!
seriously got damn pekcek and angry!
then dribble also like sooo shit! mud make the ball stuck there.
how move?!?!?!
siann..
worst training ever.

hope next sat conditions will be better!
i'm fighting to get into the first team.
i dun wanna be dropped.
i shall work harder.
play a more physical game.
and improve my touches and positionings.
and shots.
and my crosses.
and i shall play 90mins of football fun!
dear god.
please help me with this! =D

love football.
my life. my passion. togetther with music!

bye!
tmrw sch.

~~eugeneN~~

this is a discrimination!