its not like before..

fuck.
this word describes all..

anyways..
today was not good at all..
okay..
i woke up..
i reach sch 7.25am..
the bell just nicely rang..
and i'm counted fuckin late..
wah.. not happy.
nvm loh..
then that bloody old man dunno who..
ask me go buy tie before i can take my pink form..
kaobei.. bloody 7bucks!! fuck.

then yea..
all the normal lessons..
and i swear! its good without a_____!
great!!

hmm..
then free period did phys chem all these. haha
then recess was not bad.
then chem lesson was nice.
i love doin chem.. haha!
ooohh english is stupid..
didnt listen.. no needa listen..
dun care english. hhaa!

hmm..
then aft sch got sci pract.
bloody hot in chem pract.
burnin this and that..
hard sehh.. dunno how explain.. haha!
hmm..
phys was okay.. just got doubts.
ahha!
but oveerall pract was not bad. =D

then slacked awhile in canteen..
went out..
wanted to go eat..
i walked till opp. busstop..
they say they go watch movie.
FINE!
i go home loh!
hmph.

jammin with bro at home just now.
ahaha not bad.
fun.
then used comp..

i'm bloody very very not in the right state of mind..
holy shit..
argh!
today i got pissed off by them..
kao..
i felt soooo stupid..
soo stupid while walkin back from opp to sch busstop!
thoughts and all went thru my mind..
like...
wtf am i doin?
why??
wad is the meanin of this??

mayb i'll sensitive..
but i feel..
i will never play a part in your life right?
you have her.
you have him.
you both have each other.
alrights.
i'm fine on my own.

human hearts are fragile.
its true.
it shatters easily.

no one..

~~eugeneN~~