wait for me girl.

i'm tired.
soooooo exhausted from all the studyin.
phew.
i need a breather.
but not now..
21more days to Olevel.
have being countin down.
ahhaa

hmm
but anyways.
gettin to take a small breather on sat.
i hope its good.
but surely i'll be some retarded outcast de lah..
but nvm loh.
for you sista.
so i go.
=D
so i needa get present..
dang..
i no money..
haiz..

hmm..
then yeap.
today as usual went to sch.
mornin.
step into class my mood went bad i tell you.
kaobei.
shall not elaborate on it.
then yeap.
had all the fucked up lessons.
all soooo borin i swear in the name of lucifer.
its bloody stupid.
did my graph.
then yea.
ahaa
wadeva..
i think i have nth to blog here loh..
walao..

hmm..
but yea.
ec was ok today.
bio.
did stupid paper.
then done.
then night studies was good.
very productive.
i cleared my doubts abt chem. =D
am i glad.
i wanna do well man!
determination!! ROARS!!
yeap.

ooohhh..
i've found my homies
ahah!
Ziying, Dulcie, Yuxuan, Jiawan
my homies when i'm alone.
ok mayb not really..
but at least i had company when i'm left alone today.
thks homies =D
andandand.
that chan.
gave me a name..
cause she say she adopt me...
guess wad?
Darius Nakamura Chan yujiayingciesha
ahaha!
damn funny!!
and shes being callin me that.
ahaha!
but oohh well.
am i glad they accepted me into the grp.
i was damn bloody loner lah..
lucky lucky.
or i'll be all emo nemo durin ec and the rest of the night..
phew.

hmmm..
i have a bad feelin now..
but i'm ready for it.
i dunno..
argh..
very very very bad feelin ..
shit..
AHHHHHH!!
i needa scream!!
but i cant..
cant let my family know i'm in sucha state..
gotta act all smiley infront of them all..
haiz..
its hard being myself in this house..

hmm..
okok.
i dun wanna comment anything more in this post le.
so yea.
i'm really havin a real real bad feelin..
god..
i'm dyin.
wad are you thinkin girl??
haiz..

~~eugeneN~~