how stupid..

hmm..
alrights..
firstly..
i wanna blog abt ytd.

ytd was mooncake festival.
soo..
i had my usual day..
went to sch in the mornin.
did chem..
but slacked cause too distractin le!
talk alot and stuffs..
then finish le..
i went to vanessa hse with roy and ellis.
then yeap..
go there watch some retarded movie..
wad tamara.. haha!
stupid..

alrights.. then i was gettin bored..
then ellis goin home and roy send her back..
while i just wanna get home..
so i didnt stayed for the night where they will be celebratin.

instead..
i went to popo hse to celebrate..
ate dinner.
quite a big meal. cause this is like some impt festival.
ahaha
then yea..
i kept eatin and eatin non-stop.. haa!
then waited for slow mum to come..
then went down to play FIRE!
but not fun de..
so borin..
so diff from last time..
last time was so much better..

mayb cause my bro not here..
he went back home.. tsk.
then .. yea loh..
i just play the candles myself..
stare at the candles..
as usual.. i burn the box and all..
so lidat loh..
was stupid lah..

then i went home loh..
hmm..

hmm..
then today..
woke up feelin soooo tired..
ahaha! but i dun wanna sleep on..
then yea..
used the comp..
i usin till now leh..
so long le.. one whole day..
lata shld be goin popo hse for dinner..
then yea..

ooohh.
i just cut my hair..
dang..
short..
sian ... i shld not cut..
but at least my fringe still here. haa!
=D

hmm..
okok.
sooo..
my phone very quiet..
no sms no calls..
no nothing..
just a plain old screen..
sian..
feel very..
forgotten.. haiz..

hmm..
i dun wanna blog le..
bye..

~~eugeneN~~

yet another one.

hmm..
hellos! i guess.. haha!

alrights..
today was quite ok.
infact not really that bad..
considered to be my best day of this week..

hmm..
today i woke up late usual..
stupid shits..
nvm loh..
chiong to sch..
late .. then sign that pink form..
ahha! damn jokes.
like i saw taufik call the latecomers stand..
i thought some kinda attire check..
then i zhao. haha!
but actually is ask them say pledge only..
walao.. kena faked. haha
but cannot risk my hair uhh! haha!

hmm..
then yea..
all the normal lessons..
then had PE!
walao! i wanna play soccer de loh!
but then..
in the end wad hand ball..
walao..
but okok lah.
not bad.
quite fun. haha!
hard to score..
and very tirin! run up and down the court. haha!
but yea fun.
=D

okok.
so had all the normal lessons loh..
hist was aft recess.. and its borin as usual..
i slept for awhile durin lesson..
then had bio..
same.. stupid so borin..
walao leh..
then gotta do finish worksheet..
anyhow bomb loh.. haha!
then slacked in the study area.
then i went for emaths ec..
borin..
wad num pattern.. downright stupid..
soooo retarded uh..
give me all the pattern here there..
how see .. -.-

then finish!
slacked in the canteen..
played a game of bluff with ellis, ziying, vanessa, dulcie
was okay..
just that i got bored of it..
i decided to grab a bite.
okay mayb not a bite.
but many many bitesssss. haha!! xD
hmm.
yea. then all went off..
i go up for night studies alone.
was good =D
i like.
got peace and can concentrate.
i manage to finish 1phys paper.
good right? ahha

then i went home loh..
slept in the bus and overshot busstop again..
needa walk back..
and its damn hot i swear! stupid weather..
so yea..
now i damn sleepy~~
so tired.. haha

oooohh!
tmrw i goin sch!
yay!
for chem consultation.
ahaha. i like!
no needa be so restless at home.
mayb aft that i wanna go somewhere relax..
mayb alone?
shld be bah..
who so good come accompany me de?.
no one loh..
i also nth to everyone..
who will like bother abt me uhh..

hmm..
ooohh!
to that emogirl.
cheer up ehhs!
thks for the post at your blog =D
i'll cheer up too.
you have to too.
be stronger girl. you know you can.
dun dwell on the past. look on the positive side of future.
dun lose faith just cause of wad happen.
there are still ppl who you can trust.
like me =D
i'll be here and there and everywhere. =D

alrights..
i wanna sleep le.
byebye!

oooh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHMUN BUNNY! =D

~~eugeneN~~

bah bah bah.

i'm back y'all!
ahaha!
today was okay as usual!
i was very tired today!
wah! soooo sleepy i swear!

hmm..
sooo..
i woke up late today!
ahaha rushed to sch..
surprisin!
i on time
wah! shiok uhh! haha
not late leh! power!

hmm..
then had all the normal lessons loh.
hmm..
i cant rmb muchs..
but i know i did lotsa sciences today.
hardcore i swear!
wah! but damn shiok!
productive day.

hmm..
then yea..
aft ec was in canteen with boonsheng.
as usual i bullshit with him..
roy clemence pang all go bp..
didnt even jio me go..
nvm loh..
i'm fine anyway. hmph.

yea..
then went up to do work loh..
chem.
abit of phys.
then yea..
over le then went home loh..
hmm..
bus as usual take sooo long..
stupid 961.
ooohh! and i almost missed my stop.
lucky.
ahaha!
or i would be goin clarke quay again.
ahaha!! xD

hmm..
then yea..
i think i have nth to post le lah..
20 more days to Olevel.
come on man! bring it on!

~~eugeneN~~

passin by..

alrights..
another post..
ooohh..
btw.
if you haven read the previous post.
go read it.
esp homie chan.
its for you! =D

okok..
so today..
i overslept again..
ahaha!
woke up and i got pissed at myself..
how stupid could i get..
damn..
so i wasted my phys pract..
lucky chem pract is go thru the pract.. but haven do..
so yea..
hmm..
okok..

hmm..
so today i was at home.
really stupid day..
i did practically nth loh..
sucha waste...
i did some maths..
and i continue usin comp and playin guitar..
ahaha!
it was quite good thou..
i'm tryin to learn and rmb the major and minor pentatonic scales..
ahaha
will take some time.
but can do it!
ahah =D i'm confident.
then i could do some neat nice licks. haha
yay!

hmm..
so yea..
i have nth to post here today uhh..
ahaha

but yea..
i feel alrights today..
no shitty feelins or wadeva..
thk god.
=D
hmm..
tmrw i shall go sch!
ahaha
i dun wanna stay home loh! walao!
ahaha

hmm..
recently got to know this person.
seem to click.
am i happy =D new friend. haha

hmm..
and abt that someone..
i'm startin to ..
startin to forget..
forget all the feelins i had for you before..
i'm glad this is happenin..
but deep inside..
i'm afraid of losin you..
haiz..
theres not even a single text from you now..
i wonder everyday..
why wont you text me..
isit cause of this??..
i too did not text her..
cause i dun wanna bring up those feelins again..
haizz..
this is life..
it sucks..

hmm..
anyways..
i dun wanna blog le..
bye

~~eugeneN~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIYING!

this post is specially for Homie Chan.
today is 30th sept! so its ziying's birthday!
woohoo!

happy birthday ziying!
sweet 16 worh!
now can watch NC 16 le! haha

so just wanna wish that all your dreams come true.
continue smilin and laughin everyday!
and yea. hope you achieve wad you aim for.
and study hard! =D

happy birthday once again Homie Chan =D

~~eugeneN~~

its all abt you..

haiz..
alrights..
today was okay i guess..

hmm..
i was late today..
came to sch..
almost 8am le i reach..
and maryanne was there..
and she complainin .. say why i late..
tsk.. just cause she lazy do the latecomin thingy..
ahaha tsk loh! jokes jokes..

then yea..
its farewell mission day.
had the same misson grp since sec1 with us...
and its the last time.
hmm..
i had laughters.
i had a fun time.
and peaceful moments.
i thought i was gonna have a good day..

then..
aft that..
was in the canteen with boonsheng..
only he left with me..
then yea..
saw chan and tay.
so we sat with them and chill.
waited for phys ec.
then it was time and off we go..
did phys paper.. DUH!
then yea..
had bio..
borin as hell..
i slept before lesson start..
and i took my test..
it was okay. can do.
and i didnt even revise for it.. haha!
must be gettin some shit result.. haha!
nvm loh...
not much hope in bio anyways.. hmm..

then yea..
went to canteen aft that..
then yea loh..
i dunno wad to post le lah..
but..
i have being feelin so..
i dunno..
very not appreciated by everyone..
everyone seems to treat me like thrash..
i am like just a piece of shit..
they just throw me away as they want..
they need it. they take it back..

c_______. he said this.
i think r__ more trustable on matter like this.
hurt.
i feel so second to you..

its like.. i'm tryin to help you.
but you just dished me aside.
and you said those words..
alrights then.. fine.

seriously..
those words from c hurts me badly..
moreover i have been havin those feelins..
feelins that i am thrash.
feelins that ppl did not care who the fuck i am..
feelins that no one bother abt me..
feelins that everyone only wants r__.
that i am just no one. no one... i'm second to r__.
then you went.. and you shoot those words right into me.
i'm affected..
now i can confirm..
wad i'm feelin is actually fact.
i have been tellin myself its not true.
but sadly..
i really no one..
i'm thrash.. shit.. wadeva dumb thing..
this sucks..
no one cares..
i feel so alone suddenly..

i feel so alone..
no one knows..
i hope no one reads this..
but confirm..
someone will see this..
or mayb not.
cause no one cares..
i feel so sick of life..
why.. why.. why..
why must all this happen to me??
mayb i'm sensitive.. but..
i just feel its really lidat..
i dunno..
but still..
the friendship is not goin away..
but i'll just feel very shit ..
i feel like thrash when i'm with them..
but i'm stayin positive...
and i'm tellin myself all this is a dream..
but..

haiz..
i really dun feel really good..

~~eugeneN~~

not bad..

hellos!
how have you all being?
i mean..
whoevers reads my blog...
which i dun think much people..
cause this link not much people knows.. (i think)
and yea..

hmm..
i've being fine..
my mind and heart feels lighter now..
woo! so relieved =D
seems like all is goin well..
although i do have some recurrin feelins..
but yea..
slowly ..

alright alrights..
soooo..
i didnt go schh today..
so wasted at home.. tsk.
i woke up late again.. how stupid of me..
haiz.. then nvm loh..
i didnt study..
was too lazy you see..
ahaha
then yeapp..
i didnt miss much lessons..
as today is monday..
slackin monday.. haha
everyone was havin elearnin..
so yea..
all complainin abt it.. haha!
lucky me i no needa do. haha!

hmm..
tmrw is misson day!
slack day at sch..
except for ec. aaha
and night studies..
so yea!
i hope tmrw will be a better day..
i have being feelin better..
and i hope tmrw i wont be a emo asshole in sch..
ahaha!! jokes jokes.
hmm..

wadeva the case..
i rmb i still owes sista present..
and homie chan birthday is wed..
and bunny kahmun birthday is on fri..
hell..
loads of present to buy..
dang..
and kahmun wants a teddy..
exp leh..
ROARS!!

hmm..
olevel in just 2weeks or soo.. wooo
its creepin in le..
sooo fast!
but its good!
can faster get it done with..
then party!! woo!
=D
i wonder if prom is still on.. hmm..
i want prom! damn cool~
hmm..

okok..
i dunno wad to say le..
but yea..
bye i guess?
oooohh and i think i wanna open my blog. haha!
very quiet here..
nvm..
i'll think abt it..

~~eugeneN~~
i wonder how are you now..
its being a long time since i talked to you..
hmm...