caught me.

well hellos . =D
okay. that was just corny.. haha!

anyways..
i'm back from soccer..
sooo tired!
and sweaty now.. hha!
just reached home..
then on comp le..
wanted to see if online not..
but nopes! =(

hmm..
well..
today's lessons were a bore.
so sleepy somemore!
then yea..
i think i shld bring my lappy to sch..
play games! haha!
well.. fun mah!
all playin L4D! i want play!
yea..

soo yea..
had soccer at teck whye.
shagged..
and yea..
tmrw got soccer agaain..
but not match!
humji!
opponents backed out..
wtf man!
hmm.. then yea..
training orh.
and aft that!
SS RESUMESSSS!
woots! finally! haha
expecting lotsa ppl!
cool yea! haha

okay..
soo i dunno wad to say anymore.
but yea..
this week was relatively good?
had a good birthday.
and yea.
laptop came.
and yea.. lotsa stuffs..
=D

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

do you?

tired and burnt.

hellos fellow readers??
well..
i dunno how i'm feelin now..
sheesh..

well abt today first..
hmm.. went to sch in the morning ..
to do project one..
but that zhengkai late! darn.
then nvm orh..
lepak with huixin cheryl weikuan and jayne.
how cool? ahha!

hmm.. then yea..
went for IS class..
damn sleepy..
but lucky lecturer fun.
or confirm die le lah! haha

hmm..
well..
watch some video in class..
then give us another project..
walao!
die le lah! i dunno how le lah..
and yea..
very sian loh!
then i headed home aft that..

well..
my phone line is finally down le..
shit load man!
happy texting ..
but hell man!
suddenly barred me..
dang! cannot text her le..
shit!
well..
shes so busy anyways..
hmm..

ooohh wells..
i cant wait for tmrw night.
soccer FTW!
ahaha! but..
aft that i no money eat..
shit!
any good samaritan? ahha!
okay lah.. nvm..
just starve loh..
have been starving in sch also..
cause no money..
sian loh..
and my phone bill needa pay 300bucks..
waitin for mum to return me my money!!
then can pay le..
and then i have to get my tutor assignment soon!!
still haven got any info from mum yett... sian!

well..
i dunno wad to say le lah..
my mind is damn confused and messy now!
so much thing to do..
so much stuffs to think abt..
sooo fan!
sooo tired!
i wanna quit sch..
but no!
need my future!
and i'm not givin up !
or wad??
sweep floor meh?! ahha!
okay lah..

hmm..
soo yea..
i forgt wad i wanna type le..
shit! haha
hmm.. anyways..
doin nth much..
i dunno how to do my els work..
and all the projects, i have no idea how to start work on it..
dang man...

and now no table to do my work..
hate it!
i wanna go back to redhill man!
so much nnicer..
dun like stayin here.. =(
hmm.. nvm no one understands anyways.

well..
okay le lah..
i dun wanna blog le..
go youtube.
and msn orh.
fb also..
and!
find some research stuffs for the project loh.. hmm.

soo yea..
bye!

~~eugeneN~~

yo fuckaasss!!

hellosss!!
i'm like finally back yo!!
aft months and months of no blogging.
i'm back bitch! haha

hmm..
anyways.
know why i can blog??
cause i got my lappy yo!
fuckin happy lah! haha
=D

anyways,
i'm in poly now..
beinning alot of damn probss..
didnt pay fees.
not enrolled.
no lappy.
no friends..
then yea..
finally settled down le.
made alot of friends.
and yea..
even found someone i'm interested in ..
ahhaa! xD
well.

shes cute.
shes sweet.
ahh. shes everything.
but yea..
i dunno leh..
shld i go for it??
well..
let see how it goes uhh.

well well well..
soo ..
i'm broke now..
no money to spend..
fuck!
and yea..
have been playin soccer with HERMANOSS !!
i prefer travelling hermanos thou..
anyways..
yea..
life for me now..
full of soccer jammin friends bullshit hmwk projects.
sian! the projects part..
by next week 4projects!
FTW!

well
thats life for you man!
nvm...

ooohh..
11may was my birthday.
happy birthday to me. haha!
well.
i had a quite good birthday??
lesson ended early.
birthday wishes frm alot.
and class sang happy birthday to me.
went to pool with friends.
then aft that had dinner and talk with .....
yeas.
cool.
love it.
and sis gave me a slippers.
cool. i needed it.
oooh. she and mum gave it to me.
i think??
well wadeva. haha!

okok..
tmrw needa do project..
need sleep. nights!!
bye.

~~eugeneN~~

its a new start!

hellos my fellow readers. if there are anyone who comes here still..
have been MIA! for long time.
hse laptop down..
i'm using pang's laptop now..
at his hse! cool!!

anyways..
update on life?
basically..
still got fuckin money probsss!! sian!!
and yea..
hangin out still almost everyday!

yea..
and on mon and ytd!
had my poly induction camp!
my class is 1D02!
woots!!
first day not sooo good..
but 2nd day was just woots!
start talkin to everyone.
nice uhh!
and yea!
will be cool le! ahaa!!

well well well..
sch on mon.
i'm not even fuckin registered yet..
wtf?! right!
sian sian sian!
but nvm uhh..
just go sch. haha!

hmm..
i need love.
but i'm lazy to find.
ahaha!! xD

byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

pack up. and leave this part of the world.

hellos.
today got hellos. ahha
cause its better than the last 2days..
but still..
not good at all..

well..
today is slack day.
so stayed home whole day.
like seriously whole day man!!
hmm..
yea..
you shld know wad i do de lah..
comp loh!
fb, youtube, plurk blablabla..

hmm..
tmrw..
will be job hunting day.
i'm goin to find myself jobs again..
this time alone.
yea.. as usual..
find work alone.
well.. first stop centrept.
some thai restaurant.
then to wheellock place.
some nydc restaurant. or smth lidat..

then ..
dunno le..
mayb home..
i need a job..
its hard to get a job nowaday..
hhaiz..

okays..
sooo..
i guess i'm goin off to sleep le lah..
very sleepy le..
and yea..
tmrw up early to look for job!
but i still hope cafe cartell will call me ..
you know i dun mind the 5bucks per hr..
cause it seems like a not bad environment there..
and the manager seems like he allows long hair!
just gel it up. and voila!
done! ahhaah!
xD

alrrights!
byebye!
suck my kiss!

~~eugeneN~~

everyone hates me. admit it.

well..
i dun want a hello today..
hack me into pieces.
tear me apart.
i've been destroyed.
and buried to death.

alrights..
to the normal stuffs..
today!
woke up..
and yea..
obviously do the normal stuffs..
and then yea..

meet up with clemence at jurong east mrt.
he's gonna accompany me to go recruit express.
to get a job!
yea man!

and know wad?!
first thing i see him.
WTF?!
he look fuckin gay now..
pink shirt is okay.
but wtf when he wears a pink converse high cut..
walao..
then yea..
other than the piercing to his left ear.
nth much changed.
hair still the same.
look still the same. haha!

okay.
then yea..
recruit express.
say will call me when got jobs.
sooo yea..
the lady who attended to me is pretty.
haha! xD

then yea..
went to macs to have lunch.
and just..
lepak there awhile loh..
finish le like still got loads of time uhh!
went imm then!

over there! alot lookin for part time!
i went to cafe cartell.
and its quite a nice environment!
i hope to work there.
mayb will get the job.
asked alot.
even asked for my uniform size xD
hopes! ahha
yea..

then just walked arnd imm loh..
been there so many times this yr and last yr.
whoa man!
then yea.. went home aft that..

hmm..
alrights..
nowadays.
i dunno why..
but ..
life is just gettin worsst..

life is gettin WORST.
haiz..
lotsa family probs.
money probs.
and dunno why..
but i feel like a black sheep..
=(
life sucks to the max now.
well not to the max.
but still.
it sucks loads!
but..
i'm stayin strong.

~~eugeneN~~

i wanna leave this family.

=(
i'm feelin fuck now.
i'm not right now..
everything sucks now.
wad the fuck was that for?!
i hate everyone in this family.
i hate you all.
seriously.

i feel like a black sheep in this family.
i feel no love in this family at all.
everything is kept a secret from me.
i know nth.
nth .
they all hate me.

i'm tired of this family.
really tired of it..
everything i do is wrong.
its always my fault.
since young.
i've tolerated enugh with this fucked up family.

today is the day.
i've had enugh.
i'm not caring anymore.
dun expect me to help you anymore.
dun expect me to lend you money.
lend you money to buy viceroy?
fuck it.
be glad that i even lend you those 30bucks.
lend you 50?
wad will you buy?
viceroy.
why the fuck would i give you money buy ciggs?
no way.

and you went all drama and wanting leave home.
fuck and made sis cried.
this is fucked up stuffs.
and sis dun fuckin bother tellin me wad happened.
till 5yrs old bro said wad bro in law said to him.
i quarelled with mum?
wtf?!
that was aint no quarrel.

well.
i'm always the black sheep in this family.
everyone hates me.
well..
fuck it.
i already dun have a dad.
well fuck it.
i can do without a mum.

just dun ruin my future.
dun.

well..
i have no mood to type down wad i did today le..
but..
i'm still doin it..

went for interview.
they say call back.
oooh wells..
confirm wont call back..
soo nvm le..
look for more job tmrw..
not enugh money .. =(

okay..
i'm damn tired frm all the emotions tonight...
haiz.. why am i born in this family??
=(

~~eugeneN~~