becareful of wad you wish for.

welcome back!
hellos!
how are you?
fine.
WTF?!

ahaha!

hmm..
anyways..
ytd was party at darren hse!
a "christmas" party.. haha!

it was fun!
yea! really!
hmm..
went there..
then play xbox le! hah!
shiok! fifa10 the whole day siol!
then he got pool table also!
walao! shiok loh!
play like crazy!!
then got the table soccer also!
fun!
2v2. extreme playin !!
the ball can fly one! haha!!

then ate alot of chips!
then dinner was pizza!
ate 21/2 pieces .
dinner was soooooOOO rush..
hahha!! like scared noo more lidat..
cause initially paid for it!
then lata.. the mother say pay for us..
sooo yea.. refunded my money!
then yea..
continue playin till like damn late..
the rest were "swimmin" in the pool.
i think they got dunked in the pool. haha!
then yea..
hmm..
reached home arnd 12am plus..
tired and went to sleep aft playin guitar! =D

and now i'm awake!
i have work lata in the evening!
will be earning money!
finally huh? haha!
it was a lucky one!
boss say only 2slots for today's event..
and he text us in the morning..
wah soo early loh!
then i saw it when i came out from the toilet.
then yea..
sooo goin work with koo.
slack! haha!! xD

hmm..
i feel so bored now..
christmas is comin soon.
time to prepare some gifts and cards.
next week goin christmas shoppin??
hope mayb will get some day off work..
which is obviously will have de.. haha!
then yea..
get some gifts.. wrap them up for christmas night.
i wanna go midnight mass! yea!
time for some holiness!
=D

and then 5 or 6 days aft christmas will be new yr!
a new beinning! and i will be writing my new yr resolution here.
and wad i have gone thru this whole yr!
lotsa stuffs!!
anticipate that post alrights!
will be full of pictures one!
i think. aha!! if i can find the pictures!
xD

sooo..
anyways..
time to go off alrights?
byebye!!
ooohh.. text me if you wanna go christmas shoppin next week!
=D

~~eugeneN~~

hugs are way of expressing love without any sound.

helllos!
i'm havin a good night!
i also dunno why..
mayb its cause i went out to meet someone just now??
hmm..

anyways..
today was..
okay i think?
mornin went to soccer trainin for the team..
and i swear..
its stupid!
i dun like that R___ Tan. knn!
sooo act nia!
then use body only!
use skill lah! see whos the boss man!

then yea..
i dun like how the team playss..
not nice one..
dun have the flow at all..
and all the solo kia..
borin!
i hate solo kia! no teamwork! and the playy not nice le!
sick !

anyways..
still playin for the team..
i'm gonna have num 32.
i think? or 77? haha!!

soo..
aft that..
went hongteck hse bathe..
then head off to jurong pt with him and hean.
hongteck go take back his phone.
yea.. then aft that kopitiam to eat..
kaobei! soooooOOO exp lah!
nowadays uhh..

hmm.. then bus home..
slept like pig.. so tired! haha

hmm..
sooo now at home..
i just came back from meetin maryanne at redhill mrt.
went to pass her my hist textbook..
i searched high and low for the book.. haha!
and 2other books cant find..
ooooh wells .. haha!
hmm.. been along time since i saw her..
and yea.. haha
dianne was with her..
and yea..
as usual.. haha!

hmm..
soo now..
i'm eatin macS!
woo! i so hungry!

tmrw will be goin darren hse for christmas party!
yo! i wanna have fun!
and i hope will have! yea!
hope to see a number of ppl i have not seen for along time!
like..
sista, ziying, darren, JOSH!, and.. alot lah! haha
but those above are the one i most want to see aft soo long!
=D

hmm..
then yea..
will be meetin boonsheng at the busstop at 1pm.
then go tgt loh..
he random..
ask me bring guitar..
aahha! i lazy bring..
mayb or mayb not bringing..
yea..

anyways..
need a job!
a stable one!
anyone hiring????
=D

okok lah..
i feel quite happy tonight! =D
hope to see you again soon! =D
byebye!!

~~eugeneN~~

baby i can see your halo, you're my saving grace.

hellos!
i'm back le loh!
sooooo tired..
sleepy to be exact..

hmm..
fuck this life!
fuck everything!
fuckin fuck fuck buck!
nothing is fair.
=(

anyways..
went for interview today..
went okay..
they say will call back next week..
cause still got interview ongoin tmrw and thurs..
hmm..

aftmath.. walked arnd..
wanted jammin..
nobody..
then yea..
home.
nth else..
stupid life..
no life one.. sian!

hmm..
soo...
tmrw morning soccer?
i'm just lazy to go..
hmm..but yea..
i dun wanna stay home..
sooo i shld be goin loh..
no work this week really sucks..
i need more money..
=(

i'm feelin sooo down!
life's not good at all!
my hse is gonna be rented out..
omg!
wads the purpose of askin for my opinion if you are set on rentin it out?!
fuck! this family sucks!
i hate it!!!!

=(
screwed up life!

~~eugeneN~~

life's not fair!

hellos!
i'm back aft along time ehhs? hmm..
being super busy!
like CRAZY yo!

hmm..
soooo..
anyways.. have been workin like yea..
from mornin till late night..
i've no life at all..

sunday..
i had to go to work in the mornin..
then yea..
was late..
like dang!
hmm.. then yea chiong out..
and reach 1min lata..
so they minus my pay ..
wadeva! haha! i got loads! xD

hmm..
then work was..
tirin loh!
but can slack also one!
hmm..
2weddins in a day..
phew!
lucky my table the guest were good!
they want to take their own food.
sooo i had an easy job loh! =D

yea.
then i know more ppl le!
thats good! haha!
hmm.. then yea.. the ppl there nice uhh.
colleagues and staffs..
hmm.. but this boss uh!
damn fuck lah he!
dun like him! moFO!

okok..
soo then yea.
ended work at 11pm.
went to change and all..
then! we realised that no more bookins ..
damn! means no money..
walao!
sooo thats why this week no work..
sian lah! =(
i want money!!
hmm.. then soo yea..
but this week also quite alot of things..
soccer, party, jammin, lepak.
alrights!

hmm..
soo today went to collect pay with koo and brandon..
got the cash!
then went to bank in with koo while brandon went home.
soo yea..
ate macs! mcspicy! like aft soo long loh!
woooooo! =D
then we go bank in the cheaque at centrepoint there.
on the way saw this guy from our workplace de..
i forgt his name. haha!
but yea..
then yea.. lepak..
walked arnd...

then went to plaza sing.
lepak.
walk .. play the ps3 there.
then yea...
cannot rmb.. but yea.
okok..
i'm tired..
byebye!

ooohhh..
but one more thing .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVELYN and VICTORIA!
=D

bye!
oohh.. tmrw interview at robinsons!
hope to get job! =D

~~eugeneN~~

wads wrong???

hellos..
just when my phone line suspended..
then i got sms from ppl..
how weird can this world get??
okok.. mayb not the world.
my fucked up life.

anyways..
i slept at 4am ytd.
woke up at 11am today!
not enugh sleep . hhaa!
i feel so tired lah!
hmm..
then yea..
slacked whole day today..
used the comp loh..
hmm..

okok..
tmrw got work!
sian loh!
full shift tmrw!
from mornin 10am to night 11pm..
AHHHHH!!
i dun feel like workin ..
sooo tired!
but for my money!
i will work!
yes!
and get my guitar!
my acoustic. and toys! and food..
blablabla. haha!

soo...
phone bills still haven paid yet..
walao!
i cant text them back!
hmm.. nvm loh..
soon soon. =D

alrights!
and i wish sista a enjoyable holiday at M!
ahaha!! jokes!! hmm..
and ..
blabla..
i'm darn hungry now!
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

growing hatred.

its 2am now..
and i feel sleepy..
but i dun feel like sleepin yet..
hmm..

anyways..
today..
woke up in the mornin..
and i went out not long aft..
went to orchard hotel first..
they say lookin for waiter in the paper..
but wtf?! they say dun have..
wad?! kao..
nvm then went to mandarin again..
i sign finish application form you tell me no more..
then you shred my form..
wad the buck man!

then yea..
i went over to somerset there..
then i went to centrepoint.
go to cold storage.
cause paper say they hirin..
then finally someone called me!
cause i cant msg or call out..
phone bills..
once again.. no need any explainin..

hmm..
roy called.
he came over.
then went to ask for cashier job.
but!
they say dun want students..
walao! life sooo not fair loh!
then sooon koo came..
which he took damn long!
then we yea..
just go eat wadeva wadeva lepak.
walk arnd and bullshit..
then yea..
everywhere we go me and koo will ask for job..
i'm really despo for a stable job.. =(
anyone??

then yea..
aft that went for work..
while FAMORCAN went home.
i think? haha!

hmm.. then yea..
we lata realised that work starts at 5pm..
and its like 5 le!
shit!
pay cut if late! then chiong..
walao! sian loh!
then yea.. late 3mins. hha!
30cents can give them!
nth to me!
oooh!
i forgt mention!
got the pay for IT fair too!
basic pay of 60bucks for 2dayss.
go bank in tmrw..

okok back to my stupid day..
then yea..
work work!
today was winsor ballroom.
quite slack for me..
my table only less than 7ppl !
wah! damn shiok!
and funny thing is!
they only wantssss BEER!
they dun care abt food loh!
i say i help them serve the food they say nvm.
just help them refill the beer jug i gave them. haha!
hilarious! and they all angmoh.
and 3 chinese.
all drinker. crazy muchs!
got beer belly one.. haha! xD

hmm..
then yea..
walao! the fish is a headache!
sooo hard!
i till now still dunno how to take the bone out..
needa know how soon..
ooohh and boss wants us to settle hair..
(annoyed) .. so mah fan lah!
and sunday i got work..
soo needa gel fringe up..
kaobei..
dun like siol! but still have to loh..

then yea..
work was quite smooth and fast..
then 11pm! can zhao le!
go off.
home now..
still not sleepin.. haha!

anyways..
my phone line..
haiz.. sian lah!
i dun understand my mum lah!
why cant she just PAY!
she can go out everynight now clubbin..
but cannot help me pay!
FUCK!
i hate this home.
hate this family..
i dun feel the love in this family!
sucks!
i hate life.
i have nth.
nth .

haiz..
alot of emotions.
just bottom them up.
put on a smile everyday.
pretend i'm okay.
thats the best i can do.
=D

byebye!
tmrw ..
i dunno wad i'll be doin..
wadeva.
bye!
and am i in the soccer team?
no one call me de...

~~eugeneN~~

i'm hiding.

hellos all.
sry for the lack of updates recently..
being busy..
coming home late everyday..

soo..
anyways..
tues i had work at night.
sooo yea!
went for work.
and its slack.. haha!
hmm..

then ...
wed went collect pay with koo.
walao!
i swear man!
we waited like dunno how LONG!
then we got 33bucks.
no not we.
koo got 33buck.
i got 32.70bucks..
kao!
late 3mins! then minus 30cents.
how stupid..
nvm can give them.
ahhaa!!

hmm..
then yea..
today was crazy!
actuallly was supposed to meet hean boonsheng and koo.
at cityhall at 9.45am.
but i late..
i woke up at 10plus!
crazy!
then yea..
i lazy elaborate.
then went to meet hongteck and roy.
went over to taka!
seoul garden there!

yeesss!!
SEOUL GARDEN!
time to eat eat eat!
ahha!!

hmm..
then yea..
we eat there.
took like freakin lot lah!
and the fish is sick!
yucks!
and fry the towkay!
ahha! jokes!
hmm..
then the crazy amount of beefsssssSSS we ate.
ahah! siao one!

then finish le.
we bloated like siaoo!
then go play xbox/wii/ps3 at the wherE?
i forgt. haha!
wadeva!
play there till go home.
yea!
sooo now i'm here now.haha!

hmm..
tmrw got work in the evening..
sian!!
but yea..
at least got smth do.
hmm..
i hope i'm serving a table!
better than soo slack!
not fun!
hmm..
yea...
i dun feel like postin le..
ahaa!

bye!

~~eugeneN~~