soo depressed..

hmm..
well well..
here to blog once again..
ytd didnt get a chance to blog..
cause i didnt use comp..
was chiongin hist uhh...

ahh fuck!
today hist paper1 killa!
okok .. mayb i exaggerating! but still..
haiz..
so demoralising loh..
sian! nvm.. over le..

hmm..
soo..
today..
reach sch already then rain!
fuck!
i stuck at busstop leh! sian!
wait soooo long!
then in the end walk in the rain..
got wet.. then nvm..
study abit more..
into the exam hall..
see the sbq..
hard! so confusin..
then the essay..
first one okay..
2nd one..
sooooo confusin also! walao!
hist no A le loh..
sian..

then bus home aft that...
okok..
i got no mode to post uhh..
i very hungry..
tmrw got bio paper2.
chiong!
at least a B?
we'll see abt that.. haha!
i doubt can.. haha! xD
sian..

hmm..
O's..
i dun think i did well.. thou its quite easy.
hmm.. nvm .
dun wanna think abt it le..
okok..
3 more papers left..
jiayous!

~~eugeneN~~

running from lions.

running from lions never felt like such a mistake.
ATL - Running From Lions.
great song. go listen..
i tryin to learn that song too.
=D

hmm..
anyways..
today was hist paper..
phew!
wrote like siao!
i almost hand cramp lohh!
lucky i complete the paper!! haha xD
but i dun think i will do well for it..
haiz..
nvm..
paper1 ! SEA!
on thurs! chiong uh!
but!

before that..
wed..
which is tmrw..
is phys and geo paper..
sian!
sooooo tiring loh!!
so many more papers to go.. haiz..
then yea..
i think got hmm..
wait wait..
let me count the num of papers left..
...
...
6 more!
walao!
soooo many!!
nvm...
very fast over de..
tmrw will be 2 papers down!
then left 4!! yessss!!
haiz.. so long..

hmm..
anyways..
today aft paper..
went to bpp..
sian loh!
no money eat..
i redeem the freebies..
then yea eat..
i stone there awhile..
then bus home..
slept in the bus..
reach home play guitar sleep again..
whoa..
sooo tirin loh!
hmm..
then now using comp..
playing guitar..
bloggin. haha =D

hmm..
i haven started on refreshing my mind with phys yet!
shit!! soon ..
aft i post this shit here. haha xD
hmm...
anyways..
tmrw will be another day.
and yea..
okay lah.. i dunno wad i talkin abt..
ahaha! xD

soo..
life has being pretty the same?
no new happenings uhh..
no girl in mind.
only wanna get my guitar now..
yeap.
so then..
mum has to return me my MONEY!!
she took alll my guitar reserve money!
tsk.. how buy my guitar?!
sian!.. life sucks man!
haiz...

anyways..
i wanna get my guitar soon!
soooo long..
and the guitar i playin now..
dun have the 4th string..
wtf right?!
stupid only..
but still play..
cause i have to!
sian..

hmm..
soo..
sometimes..
i feel that..
nvm..
dun feel like sayin..
haiz..

byebye lah!
i feel emo now..

~~eugeneN~~
did you know that this is wad i meant?
wait..
no you dun..
infact there is no one..

opps.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
wow..
haha!
okok..
i'm chionging history now!
wah... alot to rmb!
chiong uhh!
jiayous to me! haha =D

hmm..
anyways..
today was ss and chem paper..
i thought i was gonna be late for the ss paper loh!
then lucky! i reached 15mins before! hahah
lucky me! or i die!
soo then, the paper was ...
hmm.. quite easy i could say?
my gamble paid off.
i study this chp then got come out for essay!
then soo i was able to do! =D
then yea..
rushin in the paper..
cause i took damn longggggg! to just do my SBQ.
but i managed to finish!
but messy uhh..
still can lah. haha =D

hmm..
then lata..
there was a long wayyyy till chem paper..
so then they wanna go bpp..
go loh..
i dun wanna go de loh..
but.. nvm lah..
then so went there.
eat kopitiam..
then walao!
i swear it was damn pekcek loh!
go wad lib?
then walk walk here there..
go back sch lah..
then yea..
walao cannot stand it..
walk back sch.
felt so left out also loh..
they own clique here there..
fine.
i walk ahead alone.
go back sch study.

then yea..
while walkin to take bus back sch.
smth made me fuckin angry i swear!
FUCKING pang!
nabei!
who the fuck are you to say my life is meaningless?
you nabei fucktard! i bet your fuckin life is more meaningless!
fuck you! fuckin asshole born with a golden spoon in your fuckin stinky mouth!
if my life is meaningless, your life will be like fuckin more meaningless!
CCB! fuck you! BITCH!!
>=(

okok..
enugh of ranting..
sooo then..
study study..
then chem!!
it was sleepy i swear!
soooo tired loh..
i finish damn fast!
like no cake..
only afew parts..
hmm..
i think shld be able to do well?
not tryin to be wad.. but yea..
its easy lah.. haha xD

then aft that..
nth le loh..
go home..
no money le.. haha
cannot go out eat uhh.. haha
then yea..
bus home..

sooo..
now chionging hist..
i must score tmrw!!!
then i happy! =D
hmm..
then soo yea..
i dunno wad to post here le..
hmm..
anyways..
i hope Olevel faster over!!
sooooo tirin lah! walao!
over le can enjoy! YES! =D
soo ..
nth le bah..
7 more papers to go..
phew!

~~eugeneN~~
it feels good that i am not actually thinking about anyone..
i actually feel so much lighter and less sooo confused with mix feelins.
=D

mind you!

sooo..
its being long ehhs?
hmm..
okok lah..
actually not really that long..
but still! to me..
its feels like sooo many days! ahah!

hmm..
anyways...
did i even blog abt sat?
hmm..
startin to have doubts abt my memory..
hmm..
oooohh!! i just checked.
i actually did blog ytd.
opps..
and i thought i didnt?
shit lah! i dyin .. ahha!
soooo forgetful now.. tmrw ss how?!

oohh.. anyways.
tmrw mornin 8am is ss paper!
wah.. i scared lah..
i hope wad i studied will come out loh!
and the qns they ask will be quite direct in a way!
orr.. i dunno how le.. die lah!
=(
then aft that got a looooonnnggg time!
till chem paper. haha
soo gonna make full use of that loooonnnggg time to study!
i'm quite prepared for my chem paper.
so no fear! haha =D
hmm.. then aft that chiong hist.
needa rmb my SEA facts.
hardcore week it will be..

a total of 7papers in 1 week! walao!
sooo many lah! can die loh.. =(
tahan only uhh..
once this week is over, my enjoyment comes!!
but there will be 2 more papers first.
then off to party!! yay!
and work!
and guitar!
and more more more!!! =D

hmm..
so yea..
today was quite..
shld i say okay?
yea.. okay will be the word..
has being sayin okay alot..
hmm..
anyways...
woke up in the mornin at 11am.
its actually quite early loh..
cause ytd 3am then sleep leh!
wah.. imagine that.. haha!
then yea..
cause ytd i went to study at mac.
did my chem.
then i did some doodling on my cardboard.
yea.. actually the doodling is not bad! haha
next time show you all.
its full of wordssss and art. haha =D

alrights yea..
then did till 3am.
walk the quiet road home...
then sleep! haha sooo tired loh!
hmm..
ooohh! back to today.

then yea.
played the guitar as usual ..
came up with a new tune.
not bad.. but still needs improvementss.
hmm..
then yea.
hean ask me go study at bpp.
go loh..
i needa eat anyways.
then reach le.
i challenged hongteck to fifa10!
first match was stupid!
i used wigan to fight spain..
WTF?! ahaha!
obviously will lose lah! haha xD
then yea..
i played against hean.
6-2! thrash you man! haha!! xD
then yea..

i ate big mac!
not so nice uhh..
haha i prefer double cheese burger and mcspicy! <3
soo yea..
and i got a free apple pie from that monopoly thingy.
walao! and hongteck say he got free big mac!
like WALAO!! damn cool lah! walao!
i want free mcspicy! shiok!! haha
yea..
then i did chem again.
and then read up ss.
and yeap! aft that all went home loh. haha

i went to popo house.
ate dinner.
then yea. chiong home.
study ss mah!
soo yea.. now just wanna finish up bloggin this.
and then lata goin to read up more of ss.
and head to bed.
tmrw wake up at 5am.
reach sch at 7am.
read for 30mins.
done! prepare to take ss paper.
then yeap! chem.
=D

hmm..
okok..
this post damn long..
and everyone keep complain my post damn long..
not good meh?! ahha! xD
i think longer post more shiok loh!
and actually my post not long de loh!
is cause i separate sentences.
more neat mah! then you all read will be better mah!
seee i so good right? haha!! xD
okok lah.. enugh of my bullshits now..
i needa go..
byebye! =D

~~eugeneN~~
i feel so much better now that i'm not really thinkin of anyone..
it actually feels good. i'm soo free. =D
but.. no date for prom =(
want date me? haha! xD sian..

hellos and byebye.

hellos.
i am back here..
another early post..
its 6pm now..
gonna rain soon..
so i'm rushin with this post.
cause i wanna get over to grands there to have my dinner.
aft dinner needa study!!!!!!
=(

hmm..
alrights..
today i went sch for chem.
it was... say.. borin? hhaha
like sian only.. take the paper to do.
soooo borin.. i did before le..
like dunno how many times le.. haha!
hmm..
then nvm loh just do..
then yea..

went to bpp mac aft that..
eat loh..
walao! i swear koo was being irritatin..
spreadin the peppers and salts all on our fries.. >=(
hmm.. then yea..
i left with no money in my wallet.. sucks muchs..
sooo yea.. i'm soo poor now loh.. sad uhh..
nvm..

okay then..
aft that.. go home loh..
i took a bus home..
reach home.. then use comp and all loh..
hmm..
today is my youngest bro, gabriel's performance.
k1 performance.
good lucks to him. haha

then good lucks to me also.
next week everyday got paper.
then the week aft got 2 papers. then done! yes!
ooohh! i rmb smth!
needa pay for prom!!
65bucks leh.. sian.. so much!!
but i still wanna go!! it be fun.
i think? =/
but yea lah..
shall persuade mum to pay for it.
sian! it sucks when have no money.. so not good loh..
pfft..

dang! its started to rain! dang!
wad to do? hmm..
study abit now.. wait for rain to stop..
then yea loh..

okok..
i think i shall bid my goodbye now?
yeap.
byebye everyone.
=D

~~eugeneN~~
i think its just plain recklessness..
you dun mean it.

i take my words back..

sian!
i got alot of weird weird feelins loh..
haiz..

hmm.. anyways..
today i woke up late!!
i 2hrs late for hist when i reach sch loh!!
its like walao!!!
then yea..
i went up to lib..
then today only nas came..
so me and nas only..
mr chiu go thru on SEA..
gave us notes and sample essay. ahaa
its useful. =D

then yea..
aft that..
went down to study area look for hean.
then go down to eat.
canteen. haha
i am very hungry then loh! haha
then roy came aft awhile. haha
we 3 eat! then yea..
talked awhile and yea..
then go up study area..
they prepare their amath paper2.
while i just slack awhile..
ahaha! Olevel! dun slack lah! haha!! xD

then yea..
they goin in le..
i wished them luckssss! and then i take bus home. aha
then yea..
bought a apple pie and redeem the fillet and then walked home.
yay! then eat when i reach home. haha!

hmm..
okok lah..
borin le! haha!
ooohh!
i eatin chicken rice now!
the chicken taste good. haha! very nice =D
walao! i very random! dang! haha
lame asshole!! haha xD

okok lah..
tmrw got chem lesson! yes!!
ahaha so fun! i love chem! haha =D
hmm..
then yea.. goin to sch loh! haha
and tmrw is also parents meetin for the whole sch..
whoa! good lucks to you all. haha
hmm.. then yeap..
i have nth to say le.. hmm..

then ..
okok..
i have a very very weird feelin..
smth like..
everything is not real..
hmm.. i dunno lah..
but i feel really confused..
confused with ppl and my own feelin..
sian! i dunno anymore le..
i think.. i shall not think of anything! and just take everything as normal.
so yea.
shall not think too much.
and just be happy. and think of nth.. =D

okok.

~~eugeneN~~
i guess its all not real.

will you be the one?

yes yes yes..
i'm back here..
bleah..

sooo..
today no paper..
but got hist lesson.
so i went sch..
anyways..
i woke up late..
how stupid..
then yea...
cook myself maggie, work out abit..
then went to sch..

it was lower sec recess..
so crowed!! walao!
then saw cassandra.
long time bro! take cares! =D

hmm..
then yeap..
went up to lib for lesson..
but its actually like just do paper..
then yea..
do the sbq..
but mr chiu gotta go for lesson.
say i find him at HOD there lata..
ooohh okay loh..
finished up my last qn..
went down to study area..
there was a guitar!
played awhile..
then yeap! aft that went to canteen to look for hean and all.
royette came aft awhile. with clemence.
then yea i ate!
yay! =D

hmm..
then we joke arnd..
talked abt all the stupid job prospect..
even scammin! haha! xD how stupid!
then yea..
the sch release le..
canteen gettin packed! walao!
then so went up to study area!
they chiong amaths..
i slacked.
not really.. did my chem and phys..
then yea..
they went in for the paper..
waited for them outside..
continue doin my chem and phys.
read archie comic i borrowed from clemence.
it occupied me =D
for the 2hrs i was readin and doin. haha!

hmm..
finally they came out!
some say easy some say hard..
hmm..
glad i'm just takin hist nxt week. haha =D
i love hist! =D
and dun forget chem. i love chem. and you too biology bro! haha =D

then yea..
they say go bpp! alrights! i soooo wanna eat lah!
with roy, hean, boonsheng, janice, clemence. did i miss out anyone? hmm..
dun think so bah? yeap!
alrights..
then ate mac. haha
i bought the student meal.. no money lah!
then hean got a free fillet o fish burger!! the monopoly one!
he gave me! thks man! thats a lunch for me! haha =D yay!
then eat eat. talked talked.
then janice soooo wanna go le..
then everyone go loh..
i went to top up my card at lrt.
bid goodbye to roy and boonsheng whos takin lrt.

i went back bpp.
deposit my money.
then wait for 963.
meet up with her. at cwp
walk till soo far for your dinner. haha!!
then yea.. go back take bus.
wait for her to board her bus first.
then i wait for my bus home.
then yea..
reach home loh! haha

alrights.. thats abt it then? hmm..
ooohh!
tmrw got hist lesson again..
mr chiu goin thru SEA. ahah and i think he gonna return me the sbq.
hardcore!! haha
then shld be waitin for the amaths.
then dinner again my friends? haha =D
byebye!
shall go off le.
ILY.

~~eugeneN~~
thou not long and not much of a talkin..
it made me felt happy being close to you..
i hope you feel wad i feel girl.. haiz..