i still not happy okay!

guess wad..
i just decided not to work with roy they all..
its just..
i dun feel right with them ALL.
not wad i want..
i guess i shall go look for one myself..

hmm..
soo.. today..
was pretty..
i dunno how say..
but yea..
hmm..
had bio paper in the aftnoon...
it was not bad?
can do.. but alot stupid mistakes..
haha hmm..
and yea..

ooohh!
to the birthday girl ytd.
i got your msg today..
but i cannot reply.
my phone cannot send and call..
soo yea.. haha
but yea.
you take cares too. =D

hmm..
soo back to today.
i was decidin if to go for the steamboat lah!
then i reach home decided to go loh.. haha
just go uhh.. hmm..
then yea..
and received call from roy abt a job..
but i just realised that its with others also other than roy and clemence..
soo yea.. not thks man.
sry i pangseh.
but yea.. no thks.
hmm..
then yea..
reach home..

and then!
went out at 5plus..
take mrt to AMK.
hmm.. met grace, aizhen, boonsheng and esther there.
hellos esther. haha first time meetin you.. =D haha
hmm.. then hean.. was late..
tsk.. plurk plurk plurk.. haha!
hmm.. then yea..
walk walk walk to the steamboat place..
i very tired actually..
but still go. haha

hmm..
anyways the steamboat was quite nice? haha
but not enugh variety lah! haha too little!!
hmm.. must have more! ahah
but yea.. quite fillin..
i very full loh! haha
and esther is like a small girl. haha!
i dunno why.. she seems like a small girl. haha!!
nice to meet you. aha

yea.. then eat eat eat..
not much talkin from me. haha
i cannot talk much. haha i think very weird..
no voice still wanna talk.. haha!
hmm.. then yea..
eat finish..
pay 14bucks..
dang! big sum..
but ooh wells..
must enjoy enjoy mah..
aft O's le.. haha

yea. then .. finish..
walk arnd..
go some shop. haha
then aft the girls happy with the walkin to shops..
then go home..
i took train home..
reach home..
use comp..
and now i'm here bloggin..

hmm..
ooohh..
a reminder..
didnt pay phone bills..
sooo cannot use le..
only can receive calls and msg..
sooo anything call me..
dun text me..
yea..

lets see.. wad more?
hmm..
tmrw gonna look for jobs in the paper..
need work.
get cash.
settle stuffs.
and yea..

mon back to sch..
rehearsal for grad day.
tues grad day.
hmm.. dunno how i shld feel..
but yea..
a new life it will be.
its good. but at the same time bad..
i dunno.. mixed emotions.
hmm.. i needa talk to someone..
i'm breakin down inside soon.. haiz..
this sucks..
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~
yea you dun like ppl who say other ppl are ugly?
but thats better than someone who fuckin talk behind someone's back
and someone who fuckin badmouth someone behind him.
fuck it! you make my blood boil!
seesh!