forgotten am i? hmm..

alrights..
i'm havin a headache..
its being the 4th day of this headache..
ooohh my goodness.. this sucks totally!
haiz..
body not feelin that very well..
let me die..

hmm..
i didnt go out of the house today..
sucks muchs?
home alone..
have being infront of the comp whole day..
read manga..
listen music..
plurk..
facebook..
nth else..
soo no life?
rather just die..
i feel like dyin.. haiz..

sooo.. obviously..
i was stuck at home the whole day..
and my phone bills still haven settled..
omg.. soo quiet the whole day..
and i still have this damn earblock cause by my flu?
dang! i still have difficulty hearin!
and i keep havin this weird sound inside..
hmm.. am i goin crazy? =/

yea.. then horh..
was lidat loh..
i wanna get back to normal.. haiz..
this just sucks man..

hmm..
i have decided..
meritus mandarin hotel..
work there ..
waiter? bartender?
hmm..
call to ask tmrw..
hope theres vacancy there..
so then can have a stable pay.. yea..
support myself for this holiday..

yea uhh..
apart from all this..
i got nth to put down here uhh..
hmm.. no life i guess?
i rmb this one word..
sista told me before.
introvert.
i just rmb.
i am one..
i'm not afraid of admittin it..
look at me at anyway you all want.
for i know..
i do not live for anyone.
this is my life.
i am who i am.
i do not change myself for anyone..

thou sayin all that..
i do wanna change my introvert self..
i'm half changed..
but still have that half introvert self in me.
and i dun mind it..
being introvert lets me have a peaceful moment with myself.
i like.
haha

its 12.32am now..
hmm..
think i shld sleep soon?
nah!
tmrw another no life day?
guess so..
helpin mum to pack the room..
sian! but oooh wells..
hmm..
its better than slackin off the whole day?
shall go for a night run tmrw.
get in shape. haha
no more slacks man! haha
sooo yeap..

hmm..
i have alot in my mind now..
haiz.. very mixed emotions now..
haiz.. ooohh wells..
i dun wanna say it out here..
but yea..
i'm not in the right state of mind...
again..
pfft..
suckss muchs?
but ooh wells..

hmm..
grad day is comin soon.
on next tues 17nov to be exact.
yay man! haha
sooo cool loh! i wanna take photos with everyone!
yea. thats wad i'm gonna do!
i have to.
okok mayb not everyone?
cause its not possible.. hha
but yea..
still gonna do that..
aft that goin red camp?
shld be..
lotsa ppl goin..
yea.. ahh.. dun have a good feelin abt it..
but yea.. try to enjoy myself there..
yeap! make more new friends!

i need a new life..
=(

~~eugeneN~~