i realised.

hmm..
howdy fellow good looking readers! =D
its a bla bla day!
ahah!
man! i feel so retarded!! =/

anyways..
today..
mainly was slackin at home uhh.. not much of an excitement..
how sad.. i feel soooo restless loh! =(
i needa do smth man!
today woke up aft washing up i played psp!
how NO LIFE! =X
sian loh! play finish i used comp!
another electronic! wtf?!
ahah! i think this is crazy muchs!
hmm..
then i practically used for the whole day!

then.. aft that went over to grands place for dinner downstairs.
it was a treat by sis to whole family.
cause we helped her take care of her baby at times.
so yeap!
but horh..
i cannot stand _____ lah!
walao!
he like wad siol?!
tryin to act big lidat.
NBCCB! fuck you! _l_

sooo then.
aft the dinner..
went up to grands house.
slacked awhile.
ate BANANA! my favorite fruit!!
then yea.. i decided to go home. haha

hmm.. so anyhoo i'm home now!
ahaha obviously! or else how i blog? haha!
retarded me.. pfft. haha
i'm seriously very bored now uhh..
this life like soooo not fun leh!
nth new one..
haiz..
i want a more exciting life!
and someone who will always be there for me. =/
just yea.. wadeva..

hmm..
soooo tmrw..
will be another boring day?
most likely!! sian! nth do leh!!
mayb go out for a walk alone? hmm..
i'll see abt that..
go see see guitars..
then.. ooohh! thurs!
queensway aft bio paper.
yay! haha guitars! and formal wear. haha for prom.
hmm.. not confirm i think? hmm
okok..yea..

i needa get awhile for awhile..
haiz.. i feel like goin to beach..
to relax and yea..
just relax..
hmm..
needa getaway from this life..
i also dunno wad i'm thinkin ... haha!
but yea..
actually.. my mind is in a twirl..
i dunno wad i really want..
i think theres too much! haiz..
sooo frustrated.. sian loh!

and and and..
she didnt reply me..
i dunno why..
if you readin this..
please tell me..
wad i did that made you unhappy with me?
are you angry with me?
why?
please do reply me..
i dunno why you suddenly dun wanna reply my text anymore..
ever since that day.. haiz..
why?
hmm..

soo yea..
i like this song now!
Cassis by Gazette.
great band!
btw its Jrock! haha =D
i want a Jrock inspired band!
as i have mentioned! haha =D
sooo cool! haha
oooh and did i mention? i love acoustic.
its got more of a real feelin. haha!
but i do love my distortions too! haha
more of a ROAR! kinda feeling. aha =D
soo yea.
i wanna get acoustic soon! haha
like faster!!

but! first needa pay prom money first..
sian! i soo scared mum last min say no money pay leh!
then i tell you i dunno wad to do le..
i think i will be very disppointed loh..
haiz.. money probs..
sucks!
=(
i want a better life!
sian..

okok..
i've being rantin alot today.. haha
soo then.. off i go.
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~