money plus girl. BEST.

well hellos!
soooo wad am i gonna blog abt?
nth muchs actually..

soo well..
had hardcore socceer ytd.
really hardcore.
okay.. actually not that.
okay only. ahah
but its a whole day of it.

hmm..
yea.
street whole day.
first with hermanoz.
then with bryan kelvin all.
coool!
scored quite a couple of good goals.
i like. haha

but very pekcek playing with ___.
keep giving the ball like gahhhh!
dunno how say.
like anyhow one..
pekcek only.

hmm then yea.
aft allllll the soccer i went home.
bus 188!
ahah finally a direct bus.
=DD

then yea..
nth muchs le loh.

and today sunday.
wad do you think i did?
nth lah!
slacked!
but yea.
i did some studies.
did quiz.
and finish up assignments.
not bad at all.

and tmrw no sch yo! haha
woootts!
cause tec got elearning!
means no sch!
also la postponed!
and so no sch! woots!

and dunno if tues got presentation or not.
hmm..
just see how it goess..
so screwed..
and exams will be coming soon.
okay mayb not..
but still..
i like dun even understand alot of stuffs..
and i missed quite alot of lectures uhh..
so shit up man.
ooohh wells..
i'll do some selfstudy.
but thats if i dun procrastinate! haha
have been procrastinatin!
keep sayin will study but DIDNT!

shit up.
serious shit..
hmm..
sooo yea..
i really needa get serious!

ooohh.
and ytd i was reading thru my old blog's postss.
and alot of old memories came into my mind.
and i sorta miss those days.
but at the same time i dun want it.
but yea.
i gotta agree i love my 4 years of secondary sch life.
met great ppl.
have great friend.
do many crazy shits.
love it!

hmm..
and soo yea..
i dun have muchs to say..
have fun peeps!

~~eugeneN~~

i wish i was an orphan.

well.
fuck it.
i still fucking hate you mum.
bitch.

nabei.
spoil my mood.
seriously hate YOU!
_l_!
i dun understand why i have this kinda mum.
why cant i just have a normal family?!?
i see other ppl families.
my friends' family.
have a perfect family.
dun have a useless dad.
dun have a fucked up mum.
why do i have both?
and useless dad is fucking gone.
ccb. FML!

really really hate this life right here.
i swear if i could, i would have run away from home!
but!
i think of the outcome.
and if i run away from home, where do i go?
i have no money.
CAUSE YOU FUCKING TOOK EVERYTHING!
and i also dun have anywhere to stay..
running away is a bad choice.
thats why i'm determined to get my own hse when i can.
and get the fuck out of here.
even better i'm gonna go overseas.
and not see YOU!
YES!

hmm..
soooo then .
lets not talk abt that fucking woman slut.

wellss.
today i pon sch!
yay to that!
ahahhaa!
wells..
i just dun feel like goin sch.
i dun think i missed out muchs?
ooohh wellss..
self study loh. haha

and then yea..
just practically slacked at home.
hmm..
and yea.
did tfm assignment...
and also chat and surf the net.
play pes.
blablabla.
life's a bore with fucks everywhere.

went for friday soccer.
totally fucked up once again.
seriously.
i think next friday i'm not gonna go for any soccer.
just stick to sat soccer.
friday i think i shld ask jeremy pang to lepak with me aft sch. haha
mayb go his hse for GYM!
yea! \m/!
his hse is crazy shit.
i gotta see his workout set. haha

ooohhh wells..
sooo then had laksa again.
i had it in the morning.
and i had it again just now.
crazy muchs!
i'm like a curry addict.
hahaha!
i just love it!
=D

then walked to bpp with jeremy and hean.
took 176.
during the bus trip.
thought of many stuffs..
if only..
haiz.. =((

why is my life so fucked up?

~~eugeneN~~

thinking back..

hey hey hey!!
=DD
well..
i feel like bloggin ..
been days since i blogged.
so i shall blog today! =DD

hmmss..
check out those photos !
from japan trip from 2years ago.
miss those days!
and i miss that little girl!
if i didnt rmb wrongly its yui!
love her ! soo cute!
soo adorable! haha

wells..
and i also miss my host!
and that 1week i spent in japan.
wonderful trip there.
learnt alot. made alot friends.
love it!

hmmss..
soo ...
i have been thinkin abt the past.
and ..
i realised that..
many things are wad there are now..
because of many things.
but. i dun regret anything.
i dun.

okay.
i have no fucking idea wad i'm talkin abt!
i guess its just not me to have a emo post! HAHAH!
just no emo feel aye! haha

well well welllsss!
poly dayss..
hmm.. wad shld i say?
i think i shld say its gettin abit better.
=DD
except for the fact that theres loads of assignments, projects and fucking work!
but!
i love the fact that i've made good friends =D

ooohh!
junkai treated me to chicken chop. haha thks man!
now everyone knows i'm a poor chap.
shit. i didnt want anyone to know de!
but ooohh wells..
wad can i do? aha

and i realised that theres alot of internal conflicts in the class!
whoa!
not with me! haha
cause i'm like very heck care lidat uhh person.
soooo!
but yea.
wadeva! haha

ooohh!
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY! =D
i saw ppl dressing up for the occasion today!
and its poly!
but theres not the atmosphere!
so diff from sec and pri sch!
where this day will be quite big!
with performances and also ethnic food! =DD
prata! sedap man!

hmm..
wells.
wad do i say now?
YOG coming!
which means hols!
but then gotta work!
for money!
and also gotta study!
for the final exam!
=((
FML! LIFESUCKS!

and tmrw got fucking test!
IS.. sian! write wad shit body and conclusion.
sian!
and then IS still got presentation.
shit man!
and we haven even got anything yet..
PMS is just the wrong topic.
all bible stuffs come out one!
how find??

hmm..
and nikki just asked me to use zingled.
and i'm using.
talkin to someone.
i'm not sure isit her.
of isit someone else?
i think its someels. haha!

alrights!
back to blog another day!
for now!
i needa do my work!

~~eugeneN~~

start of another week..

hellos.
another day.
another start of a week.
sucksss!

wells..
mon approaching!
and means sch again!
dread goin sch.
sooo lazy!

hmmss..
and i have alot of quiz, projects, and lotsa works not done yet!
shitttt!!
soooo muchs to do!
and i have no idea where to start..
wish YOG hols come quickly!
well! time to work and then get some cash!
then ! enjoy again! =D

soooo then !
i dunno why i did this post today..
soo no life!
guess i too bored.
whole day at home..
didnt go queensway..
rain = sian!
wadeva orh..

was searching article for TEC project..
soooo hard to find relevant stuffs!
in the end got smth!
and i found out kraft bought over cadbury!
wooooo! sooo big news!
sad muchs!
prefer cadbury being on their own!
wadeva orh.

hmm.. ssooo..
wad now?
hmm..time to start on another quiz..
and tmrw must attend TEC lectures!
or die le lah!
ahaha

andddd!
i had this really weird dream ytd!
sheesh.
but it was really nice! but weird. xDD

~~eugeneN~~

how i wish..

sometimes i feel soooo...

hellos.
does anyone read? ahha
cause you know.
my post all fucking wordy!
but! at least i press enter aft a sentence right!
see i so nice! haha xDD

okay! let me bathe first.
put this post on hold.
BE BACK!

hellos! again.
back from bathing!
i feel so freshed!
guess wad i did?!?!
SOCCER TODAY!
whole day! as usual!
soooo! field at yewtee.
stupid!
then got this impromtu match!
with this grp of ppl.
short to medium to tall also have.
white to yellow to brown to BLACK also have
ahahha!

sooo!
i SCORED 2 GOALS!
enugh said. haahaha!
jokin! i not so BHB okay!
well..
2nd was just tyco!
but first one? its a poacher goal!
smashed it into the net past the keeper! haha

okay!
so obviously we won!
if we lost that match uhh..
we dun need hermanoz anymore.
can just disband.
they so SHIT!
and it was not a good win.
its a bad one.
but a win is a win.
we just need to improve on it.

soooo..
then aft that went to cage.
for SS!
scored a few.
dunno how many le.
but i like my left outfoot shot!
damn nice!
can still rmb how the ball went in! (Y)!

i think i've improved!
=D
but not my muchs.
as i still suckssss!! =((
soo! TRAIN MORE!
PLAY MORE!
i dun care abt wad power status or wadeva shits.
i just wanna start in a match and play 90mins!
=D

sooo..
life..
its just fucked up.
seriouslyy..

just now walking to bp had good talk with jeremy.
abt stuffs here and there.
ahaha shared some stuffs with him.
and its cool. aha
need more this kinda talks.
i like. haha!

and 1 more thing!
i need a girl. fullstop.

~~eugeneN~~

i hate it when fucking plans are fucking cancelled.

nabei ccb knn knns kaobei kaobu !
fucking pissed .
spoiled my mood.
really. seriously.

planned out le.
then you just had to spoil the mood.
like on alot of occasions.
_l_. cannot stand it.
fuck lah.

okay so.
i dunno wad now.
fuck it uhh.
dun talk abt it le.

anyways..
today no sch.
had plans but fucking spoil.
ahh said i wont talk abt it le.
blood boils.

mon to wed .
nth muchs.
walked home everyday.
losing weight.
i love!
well.
and mon i didnt go sch.
ahahah!
misseed a chunk of a chap.
die can le.
ooohh wellls!
fuck care. hahaha!

i cant wait for YOG hols!
not YOG. i think YOG damn lame.
seriously.
unless if i'm in it.
then it'll be a success!
ahaha! BHB!
wells. joking nia.
good luck to YOG-ians.
ahahaha!

hmm..
then aft that 3 or 4? weeks of hols.
1 week of exams!
sian lah!
hate exams.
hate studies.
soooo boring!
well..

oohh.
and this i gotta say.
sat actually got match.
say till like wah got match.
serious thing.
in the end?!
fucking cancelled also.
and i was excited for the match!
i was raring to play!
but fuck!
it got cancelled.
stupid opponents.
all fucking humji kia.
and i dun like that fucking fatass swear machine guy.
with that cock jiaobin face.
fuck yourself up gay.

okay.
so back to life.
life is nth to me.
i have nth in life.
wells..

i wanna buy an island.
thats my dream.
and also i wanna have my own store.
serious shits.
sooo!
wad i need to do is get rich.
i dunno how also.
rob bank uhh.
ahaha kahmun ask me to stop robbing banks. haha!
okay.

soooo..
today.
no more aes visit.
cause of some fuckup issue.
soo. back to games for today.
tmrw . till 5pm lessons.
i dunno if got ss tmrw not.
hmm..
hopefully have.
i wanna play.
and being home early on fri is so not normal!
ahaha!

sooo..
i dun really feel like blogging le..
i wanna get my food.
and then come back up watch some movies. hha
=D

~~eugeneN~~
fuck you.

sometimes i wish i'm not here.

well hellos.
sooo i just came back from soccer today!
hardcore muchs!
ooohh!
wait . must talk abt friday first!

sooo fri.
sch in the morning till 3pm!
lepak with yuxuan jared and jinhui first.
then they eat. i look. haha as usual one!
hmm..
then meet jeremy pang. say bye to them.
lepak with pang.
and he start tellling me abt wad this girl blabla.
that girl blabla..
ahha!
wait for hean to finish his lesson.

then went to cck with hean.
go cage there play soccer!
play play.
some korean primary sch kids there.
we play with them.
this boy fucking sore loser.
win the ball from him he fucking step your leg hit your leg.
nabei! hate this kinda ppl.
have some sportsmanship please!
_l_

well..
then yea..
dinner.
and walk to bpp.
BUT!
i missed the last bus!
shit!
was damn sad!
even thou roy offered his hse.
well.. i wanna go home mah!
haha

but yea..
went roy hse.
bathe . then start the game!
ahaha! FIFA 2006!
i use wigan!
i won!! wooooooo!!
=DD

and then we co-op play!
win world cup!
siao one!
can win even thou we like left 9, 8 guys.
ahah! wooo!! hardcore!
play till laugh like siao!
then yea..
play till like 7pm?
ahah arnd there.
damn crazy!
then fell asleep.
woke up at 12!
shit!

then went home take boots and all.
bathe then go teck whye for soccer.
raining. sooo we had street.
DUN WANT MUDDY!
so street. haha
and i swear.
i just dun like.
ooohhh wells..

then aft everything.
go cage!
play with bryan kelvin them.
and theres alot other more ppl wanting to play.
we won!
my team! roy hongteck jeremy.
3 of us! won!
like winning streak! haha
cool huh! =DD
great game!
and i managed to score ! =DD

well then aft that.
had dinner! chicken rice!
sucks.
but well..
wad to do?? buy le. haha
then i walked back to bpp take 176 home.
and yea. here i am.

i damn sleepy.
nights!

~~eugeneN~~