FML!

well.
life sucks as usual..
nth i can do..
just continue scrapping past everyday..
haizzz..

hmm..
so today had late class..
starts at 12pm. woots!
sooo yea.. still late anyways.
but yea..
lecturer nice. ahha!

then yea..
had all the bullshit lectures..
boring muchs!
then soo yea..
aft everything went for cca..
stupid shit..
i feel like quitting le loh!
sooo many ppl quit le..
i'm considering too..
mayb i'm gonna join NPstrings.
i think much better.
at least got competitions.
i think?? hmm..
but yea!
i rather that now..

well..
and then yea..
i dun wanna talk abt that.
shall skip.

hmm..
sooo now i'm home..
starved whole day in sch..
sian!
soo yea orh..
have not been eating whole day for like 1week or more le..
just go home find smth..
no money uhh..
no money take bus also le!
this is damn demoralising one loh!
and somemore i wanna grow one!
how can dun eat?!?
haiz.. well.. FML man!
this sucks!

okay..
soo yea..
who understands me??
no one..
=(
dun pity me.
i'll stay strong.
i'm eugeneN

~~eugeneN~~

staying strong.
for my future.

the last song.

hellos..
once again..
i'm back!
lame! haha

well.. where the fuck did those words i typed go?!
ahh.. nvm..

hmm..
soo..
today late for 30mins!
tutorial.. yea..
i brought my lappy to sch today..
hmm.. soo heavy!
very sian orh!
well..
but yea..

then yea..
aft done with sch, went to meet up with them.
first meet koo.
he called me go eat.
i goin causeway meet ziying ellis roy hongteck nasrul.
so i asked him come eat there.
and yea.

reach there wait for roy come..
then we go eat first orh..
then they all came le..
went to buy tickets..
for the last song.
MILEY CYRUS!
okay.. i'm not a fan of hers. haha!
but yea..
the show is boring!
3.5/5!
bad!
i dun like..
except for some touching parts..
but yea..
i was sleeping part of the show..
suddenly the scene changed. haha!
sleepin.. ahha!

hmm.. yea
then aft that went home le loh..
took bus with ziying!
saw suk ho.
i didnt even know!
till ziying tell me..
how stupid..
and it was veery veryy awkward with sukho there. haha!
ziying lah!
talk cock only. haha!
hmm.. yea..
then keep laughing and talkin cock.
with ziying can keep laughin one..
i also dunno why. hmm..

well..
then yea..
she alight le.
then sukho alight.
then i alight at clementi.
walked home.. and yea..
now home le loh!

tmrw got cca..
need bring guitar..
i'm lazy to go for the cca..
so meaningless..
mayb wanna quit le ..
go join smth more adrenaline rushing..
this is sooo boring uhh!
everyweek do same thing..
compose a song..
walao!
come on lah!
at least like do smth else lah!
like mayb lessons on diff instruments..
haizz..
stupid!

hmm..
soo yea..
tmrw lesson at 12.
sooo mean!
i can sleep late!
anyways i'm gonna sleep late..
gonna chiong presentation and research for thurs IS lesson..
tmrw confirm no time!
cause got cca which drags till late!

but yea..
one thing i look forward to tmrw is _________.
well..
but like slowly fadin away..
mayb cause cannot text you..
then msn also not online one..
and then dun see you mucchss..
=(

well..
so yea.
tmrw!
=D

hmm..
okay..
time for me to chiong le!
bye yo!
back tmrw to post more.
yea..
i no life lah! hahaa! xD
need money.. =(

~~eugeneN~~

wad am i feeling inside me??

hellos.
well..
no one comes here anymore..
its gone dead..

thats sooo sad.. =(
well..
dun care..

hmm...
i'm having this weird feeling in me..
=(
feel so uncomfortable!
haiz..
i also dunno why the heck am i feelin like this..
feel so depressed!
haiz.
someone talk to me??
well..
talk to me also i wont say anything..
cause i dun even know the cause..

well..
but i dun mind someone talkin to me..
call me.
dun msg me.
call! xD

today..
went to sch late like heck!
arnd 1hr late!
crazy muchs..
but yea..
TEC .. could not get anything into my head..
=( this is depressing..
die le lah..
exams how???

haiz.. i'm in a bad mood..
very fucked up..
not that angry fucked up..
but the one thats..
err how say??
dunno.. fuck.
but yea..

well..
and yea.
today..
aft everything..
went to take photo for project.
with huixin and zhengkai..
yea.. then they go sakae with weikuan and jinhui and yuxuan..
i went home orh..
no money lah!
13bucks for a sushi buffet..
i want go!
but .. no money..
cannot eat orh..
sad! =(

hmm..
tmrw goin causeway aft sch..
to meet ziying ellis hongteck nasrul roy and yea..
dunno got who le..
watching the last song!
woots!
not cause of the movie.
but cause i'm gonna be seeing them!
its being long!
except roy and hongteck. haha!
i see them everyweek. haha!
well..
yea..

sooo tmrw gonna be using money..
i have to find some way to get the cash..
or i can just die le loh!
=(

money money money..
everything money...
sian one leh!
this is so depressing!
hate it!
this life sucks!
no money.
no honey.
no nth.
sad..

i hate this life.

~~eugeneN~~

wad am i thinking?
you wont have the same feeling..

life sucks man!

greetings!
well.. yea.. hellos.

hmm..
i just came back from cng.
with roy. and rachel.
yea.. went there lepak orh.
play guitar.
and yea..
just sing and bullshit orh..

well..
then yea..
started raining heavy!
like siao man!
hmm.. but ooh wells.
went home at arnd 9pm..
yea..
now i'm infront of the comp..

hmm..
my forehead hurts from all the headers ytd..
ouch!
but i think will be worth it!
next time can take headers le! woots!
=D
yea. and hmm..

now i'm soloing this project.
damn sian!
slackers in the grp.. sian de loh!
well..
nvm orh..
for my own grades . i'm doin it.
i dun wanna fail.
and i wanna get gpa 3.9!
cannot get super low! =(

hmm..
and yea..
i dunno wad to say le..
tmrw got sch!
which is damn sian !
i feel like pon !
but yea..
cannot lah!
econs lectures tmrw!
cannot pon uhh..
pon meanns die!
exams die!
everything dieeee!

hmm...
yea..
okay le lah.
i dun wanna type on le.
very no mood le.
my xin very luan!
=(

~~eugeneN~~

IMY!

tired tired tired.

well!
once again..
i'm back!
yea..

blog having regular updates again.
told you i'm bloggin always.
ahaha!
yea..

okay..
so woke up at arnd 12 today..
then yea..
lepak awhile at home then went to soccer..
very tired ..
soccer at yewtee..
dun get it..
the training is just stupid.
i swear man!
and i dun like those guys man!
ask another team to play with us then they join them.
wtf man!
i want them out of the team man!
hate them!
think they so big lidat!

yea.
and they humji back out dun want match le..
humji kia!
then those guys also didnt come trainin.
aiya! just fuck off man!
we dun need you guys.
nabei! make my blood boil only!

hmm.. then yea..
aft that went to SS!
woo!
sian lah actually..
keep tio keeper.
damn sian de leh! walao!
hmm. but yea..
nvm uhh.. haha

well..
then dinner.
koo lent me money. haha
and yea..
risk at hongteck hse.
jeremy got ganged and in the end no more land.
ahhaa!
soo yea..
watch soccer.
fuckin chelshit won!
not good not good!
then yea.
home.
ahaa

soo now here i am..
postin..
well , i want my phone line back!
have to text quite a few ppl.
haiz.. life sucks ttm man!
no money..
well.. nvm orh..
just live everyday like lidat orh.. haha
standard one. ahhaa!
hmm..
yea.. then lidat orh..

then now during break i dun eat one.
with the excuse i dun wanna eat and diet. haha!
but actual fact?
i have no money...
=(
i'm feelin miserable..
but oooh wells..
wad can i do??
go work meh??
how??
no time..
loading with projects!
and exams..
want die only.. =(

hmm..
so then..
this is abt it orh..
well..
nth more to say..
tmrw goin to cng i guess..
doin covers and then yea.
YOUTUBE STAR! FTW!
ahaha! dream big.
i wanna be a star.
and then earn big bucks.
that'll be cool! =D
make me a star.
give me a smile.
xD

~~eugeneN~~

a smile from you makes me smile.

caught me.

well hellos . =D
okay. that was just corny.. haha!

anyways..
i'm back from soccer..
sooo tired!
and sweaty now.. hha!
just reached home..
then on comp le..
wanted to see if online not..
but nopes! =(

hmm..
well..
today's lessons were a bore.
so sleepy somemore!
then yea..
i think i shld bring my lappy to sch..
play games! haha!
well.. fun mah!
all playin L4D! i want play!
yea..

soo yea..
had soccer at teck whye.
shagged..
and yea..
tmrw got soccer agaain..
but not match!
humji!
opponents backed out..
wtf man!
hmm.. then yea..
training orh.
and aft that!
SS RESUMESSSS!
woots! finally! haha
expecting lotsa ppl!
cool yea! haha

okay..
soo i dunno wad to say anymore.
but yea..
this week was relatively good?
had a good birthday.
and yea.
laptop came.
and yea.. lotsa stuffs..
=D

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

do you?

tired and burnt.

hellos fellow readers??
well..
i dunno how i'm feelin now..
sheesh..

well abt today first..
hmm.. went to sch in the morning ..
to do project one..
but that zhengkai late! darn.
then nvm orh..
lepak with huixin cheryl weikuan and jayne.
how cool? ahha!

hmm.. then yea..
went for IS class..
damn sleepy..
but lucky lecturer fun.
or confirm die le lah! haha

hmm..
well..
watch some video in class..
then give us another project..
walao!
die le lah! i dunno how le lah..
and yea..
very sian loh!
then i headed home aft that..

well..
my phone line is finally down le..
shit load man!
happy texting ..
but hell man!
suddenly barred me..
dang! cannot text her le..
shit!
well..
shes so busy anyways..
hmm..

ooohh wells..
i cant wait for tmrw night.
soccer FTW!
ahaha! but..
aft that i no money eat..
shit!
any good samaritan? ahha!
okay lah.. nvm..
just starve loh..
have been starving in sch also..
cause no money..
sian loh..
and my phone bill needa pay 300bucks..
waitin for mum to return me my money!!
then can pay le..
and then i have to get my tutor assignment soon!!
still haven got any info from mum yett... sian!

well..
i dunno wad to say le lah..
my mind is damn confused and messy now!
so much thing to do..
so much stuffs to think abt..
sooo fan!
sooo tired!
i wanna quit sch..
but no!
need my future!
and i'm not givin up !
or wad??
sweep floor meh?! ahha!
okay lah..

hmm..
soo yea..
i forgt wad i wanna type le..
shit! haha
hmm.. anyways..
doin nth much..
i dunno how to do my els work..
and all the projects, i have no idea how to start work on it..
dang man...

and now no table to do my work..
hate it!
i wanna go back to redhill man!
so much nnicer..
dun like stayin here.. =(
hmm.. nvm no one understands anyways.

well..
okay le lah..
i dun wanna blog le..
go youtube.
and msn orh.
fb also..
and!
find some research stuffs for the project loh.. hmm.

soo yea..
bye!

~~eugeneN~~