lucks.

hellos!
another early post today.
cause dun think i will be usin the comp tonight..
hmm..
wanna know why??

cause i gotta sleep early tonight mah..
tmrw O's english paper..
at 1.30pm.
i'll be goin sch at arnd 10am bah..
go clear some doubts..
then yea.
i wonder got food not..
i hope got store open..
cause its admin day for the whole sch??
hmm.. sian..

anyways..
i actually dunno wad to put down here.. aha!
but i just feel like typin down..
this is like talkin to myself you know? haha! xD
i think i'm crazy.. bah!

i very de hungry now!
my phone very quiet ..
nobody text me leh.. ='(
nvm.. i'll be fine. i think? hmm..
tmrw english paper 1 and 2.
tues emaths paper 1
wed emaths paper 2
then rest for 4 days!
then mon again!
some other paper.
i cant rmb wad le.. haha!
i think SS ? hmm..
its be a crammed week of papers for me! chiooonnnggg!!
i can do it!!!!!

hmm..
ooohh and this week will be the last week for everyone..
walao.. so fast..
i'll miss everyone loh..
but nobody will miss me! =(
walao.. i makin myself sad or wad?
but i think really loh..
sian.. sucks man!

recently..
i have been feelin very very weird..
aiya dunno how say..
but.. very weird jiu shi le!
mixed feelins.. haizzz

oooohh!!
ytd i reached home arnd 2am!
have been studyin at mac for long.
then i got really really tired!
tahan awhile more till i finish my maths paper 2.
then went home.. haha
quiet man i swear! but i sang myself home. haha!!
then went home too tired to do anything..
pop downs to dream land. although i didnt have any dreams..
ahaha!

hmm..
its 5pm now le..
i didnt study today..
ands its english tmrw..
holy. i slack leh! die...
shall study! do more maths!!
maths over le then YAY!
no more maths to stress me out!!
then got alot of facts to rmb for hist geo and ss..
wah tirin..
then got chem and phys..
bio you may ask?
hmm.. not gonna study for it muchh..
unless i have time..
so yeap..
screw it away man! bio.. killin me only..
but please! i still love BIO! LOVE! <3
ahaha! sounds so gay.. haha!

but yea.. bio is still love. thou i hate doin the theory. haha! xD
hmm..
alrights..
so now..
just wanna faster get over it lah!
then enjoy!
and pursue my happiness! haha xD
oppss.. why the hell did i say it out here?! haha!! who cares!
no one reads this blog anyways ! ...

bye!
i really needa go le!
ooohh!
shld be goin MIA!
for till i have free time?
take cares!
dun miss me! =D
wish me luck.

~~eugeneN~~
everytime i see you, your smile bring a smile to my face.
do you feel me girl? ..

do you read me?..

okok!
a fast one alrights?
casue i wanna post!
i have this addiction to blog everyday.
ahaha!

so if your my reader, you can read everyday!
ahaha

and yea..
i'm rushin to go out now.
study study!!!!!
till arnd 3am then walk home uhh..
cause the mac is near uhh.. haha

hmm..
alrights. .
so today.. i was darn tired lah..
cause ytd sleep late..
watchin death note mah.. haha
nice leh!
=D

hmm..
then i went to sch..
reach sch..
no hist..
mr chiu say do more english ..
ooohh?
then okay loh.. i did a compre..
then he went thru speech and report writin..
yeap!
learned and will rmb.
i hope.. haha

then yea..
aft that..
i dun wanna go out eat lah..
i wanna save the money up.
and its like clemence..
wah dun want lah.. so sian..
took a bus to popo house eat..
got curry chicken!
goin there eat again.
for dinner.
then back home mac. yeap!

yea..
soooo.. its being a pretty "LIDAT LAH!" daysssss..
ahaha!
not much diff bah..
only that i'm havin a mild sore throat..
needa drink more water!
i sang too much.. haha! crazy..
i screw myself up..
needa keep fit for O's!
chiong!!!!! last lap!!
wah i tired lah!
but still!!! stamina must be good!!!!!
GOOOOO!! self motivation..
i neeed people to motivate me..
i need more encouragement..
hmm..

i need a hug.

ooohh and its NAKAMURA! haha =D
not nakaruma! haha xD

~~eugeneN~~
are you there?

another beats tonight.

hellos.
once again..
today late by a minute..
and its 12am le..
so the date will be posted as 24oct le..
shitsss..

hmm..
nvm then..

today..
i went to sch..
no lessons..
cause sch is over for sec4 graduatin classes le..
so yeap.
self study only..
i waanted to reach sch like normal early time..
but.. i overslept..
hahaa! so yeap..
in the end reach sch like 9am..
ahhaa!

went for lower sec recess ..
got motive de! haha xD
shall not elaborate more on it.. hhaa! xD

hmm..
then yeap..
did finish 1 maths paper 1.
then me and hean damn busy!
ahha! keep goin up and down..
lookin for teachers and all..
then we like playin psp in the lib uhh..
aahha!! so "busy"
xD

hmm..
then yea..
meet up with roy and pang aft that at bpp.
ate subway there.
then studied .
then go mac eat again..
meet up with koo and sean.
pang went home..
we studied more..
then yeap.
saw the 5/1 they all.
they gonna ton.
o.O

then yea..
went home loh..
she didnt reply my msg! >.<
nvm..

hmm..
i just found out that my idol!
which is Otsuka Ai!
is releasin her new album!
Love is Best!
on 11 nov!
which is ____'s birthday!
whoa! so qiao!
ahaha.
hmm..

i sooooo wanna buy the cd uhh!
but i dun think singapore so fast have yet..
i wonder who will be goin japan this yr..
help me buy mah..
and i haven buy love letter yet too!!
ahhh!!
dang.. needa have money to buy!!

okok..
soo yea...
has being thinkin alot!!
and its seriously alotttttSSSSSSS!!
i have alot of mixed emotions inside me now..
haiz..
i dunno wad to do..
guess wait till everything aft O's.
then i settle.. haha..

hmm..
ooohh!!
alot ppl cryin today..
then i saw someone cryin..
i sooo wanna tell her that its okay..
but.. nvm.. haha..

yea then..
overall today was okay okay lah..
not so bad..
and walao! damn argh loh!
elaine tan!! talked to me!!
ahhhhh!! you lucky i not like everyone so bad run away from you.
you lucky i nice person. xD haha!
or i would have ran as fast as i can!! haha!!

hmm..
yea..
very tired now..
dang!
mixed feelins all comin back again!!
ahhhh!!
bye!!

~~eugeneN~~
this is all i can say.
are you there??

all i wanna say is..

hmmm..
wads with life?
sucks muchs you know?
haiz..

let me put the personal thing aside first..
and update abt today alrights? =D

today!
i woke up with a really tired chest..
have being doin alot of workouts. haha
tryin to beef myself up okay! haha xD
then yea..
i prepared for sch..
make sure i brought my entry proof.
and then make sure i had brought all that i need. haha

then yea..
took the earlier bus to sch.
and inside the bus..
i was like feelin sooooo nervous uhh!
my heart pumpin faster than usual..
and there was the adrenaline rush in me!
walao! shiok but at the same time sick feelin...

then reach sch le..
go up studyarea.
nobody wish me luck de loh!
walao..
nvm ..
then yea..
i shake everyone hands.
and i prepared!!

then need surrender all electronics!
walao!
i paisehh only! hhaaha
2psp! so fat lah! haha
then go down to chem lab 1.
first thing i see..
voltmeters and ampmeters.
i happy !! =D
cause its easier than others..

then got on to doin..
had trouble at first..
but aft readin awhile can le.. haha
then i was shakin when i boilin the testtube.. haha
so scary lah! walao!
then i do very messy loh!
and i sweatin like dunno wad monster.. haha!

hmm..
then finish! yaysss!
i happy. =D

kena quarantined in the shawt..
walao.. borin sehh..
then yea.. talk, eat, drink, work, sleep.
thats all i did.
and i sing to myself.
ahaha need music uhh.. no psp with me..
sing myself loh! hhaa! xD
it didnt rain okay! that one is roy. haha!!

hmm...
then yea...
went to bpp eat lunch.
with roy hean boonsheng clemence janice.
thats all i think.
yea.
ahhaa
had LJS..
and janice didnt say she dun like LJS..
then she just follow us.. aiya..
must say mah.. we not unreasonable ppl leh.. haha

then yea.. walked arnd and i went home loh.
i think i saw someone i know at BPP..
but i not sure.. and she also didnt call out to me.. haha!
sooo.. nvm uhh. haha! xD

i played guitar. work out and used comp at home.
then until arnd 7.30?
i chiong out to wisma to collect my phone. haha
walao! sooooo hot i swear!
then i reach le lucky haven close. haha
collect le! i happy! finally!
wah then alot of sms. haha!
then yea..
went home..
and now here i am..

i'm goin sch tmrw!
selfstudy.
and i wanna attend cat class! haha
and i wanna see everyone. haha
cause sch's endin for everyone le right?
i'll miss you all.
seriously.. thou i know you all wont miss me..
but nvm.. haiz..

soo..
abit of personal thing.
not so much.. alittle.
i just feel that..
life is a bitch, bastard, whore and wadeva stupid word you can think of.
why?!
cause its lidat..
everyone.. seems like all just leavin my life lidat..
haiz..
they just one by one leave my life..
and i just read ___'s blog just now.
and she say everyone leavin her..
no..
you still have everyone..
and at least you still have him..
but me?
i dun have anything..
nth at all...
i'm sucha loser..
i lose everything..
why?
=(

bye.

~~eugeneN~~
why isit like this? why...

Olevel!!

ahhh!!
i very nervous now..
shits..
tmrw will be Olevel pract le..
i hope i can do well for it!! =S

hmm..
soo yea ..
today i woke up damn late loh!
like 7am then i wake up..
but i wanna go sch!
soo i just go loh..
reach sch 8.20 le!
then was stupid lah..
but dun care..

yea.. thenn..
all the lessons..
alot teachers not here..
everybody also not here also..
like less than ytd..
hmm..

then yea..
i once again..
had a quite lonely day.
except with clemence taggin along with me..
actually i prefer being alone.
more cool! xD haha
then yea lah..
actually wanna meet roy aft sch go study de..
but that tim taggin along..
i changed my mind..
i dun want.
you know my reason. no needa say.

hmm..
then yea..
i weent for english ec aft sch..
so yea..
slacked awhile in canteen before that.
with boonsheng.
and yea.
alot of ppl..
all got cca..
so packed uhh the canteen.. haha

then aft that i went home with darren..
took m bus first.
he go his tuition..
hmm.. yea..
slacked in the bus.
played psp awhile..
then yeap!
reached home!
guitar!
playin Jasey Rae.
=D

ooohh..
and i got cookies for tmrw!
cause aft the pract will kena quarantine till 1.30pm!!
wah torturous!
so yea..
will be studyin..
and yea.. chillin abit uhh..
then aft that i shall head to wisma to collect my phone..
yays!
then can start textin le! yeeessss! finally!

hmm..
then yea..
thks for the goodlucks people! =D
i hope i will do well.
i hope more will wish me goodluck tmrw!
like gives me moral boost. =D
thks! =D

okok.
i wanna sleep le.
bye!

~~eugeneN~~
you, you, you, and you. 4 diff yous. how?

bitch!!

i swear this house is fuckin not a place for livin!
AHHHHHHH!!
came home.
she fuckin pissed me off.
fuck!


enugh of those..
hmm..
today was very very restless!
haiz..

sooo..
i woke up early today.
surprisin !
hmm..
went to sch loh..
so little people came..
really like almost half the class not here..
today like less than 20 people not here loh!
wah!

then yea..
all the normal lessons..
very humid and hot today!
and i have a damn headache!
wah cannot tahan!
then just force myself to do work..
sooooo not good.

hmm..
then aft all the lessons.
i went for phys with nas and hean.
then the whole day was with those 2 guys le.
ahhaa
then we went bpp to eat.
eat eat eat.
then yea.
went back sch for night studies..
then see them playing soccer.
temptation got the better of us.
so we joined in.
got ourselves sweaty!! eww!
ahaha!

but not bad uhh.
then we went up for night studies.
no teachers le.
so yea..
and there was only like 6people ..
wow! and thats includin us...
holy..
then yea..
forced myself to do work.
i very restless..
and somemore no phone..
whole day thinkin of..

hmm..
then yea..
finally the time reach.
time to go home!
so tired!! cannot tahan le!

then reach home.
fuckin all these crap happen.
pekcek i swear!
nvm.

tmrw no money for sch again..
shit lah!
=(
i hate this life i swear!
except for some other factors.

~~eugeneN~~
i hope to see your smile when i look you in the eyes.. hmm..

hellos.
i'm here to blog again!
ooohh!
an announcement.
MY PHONE HAS BEEN SENT FOR SERVICING!
DO NOT TEXT OR CALL ME! =D

alright. haha
hmm..
today..
was damn fucked up lah!

hmm..
i wanted to go service phone.
so i need a spare phone right?
search high and low for it.
then! my mum told me she sold it..
fuck it!
its like mine!
you go sell without my permission!
my blood was boilin!!!
seriously!
hmm..
then i went off to wisma.
ALONE!
nvm one.
i'm fine being alone there.. thou was borin..
and i seriously needa someone to talk to..
haiz..
feelin damn down as i walk thru orchard..
waited damn long for my turn..
then surrender my phone..
and then 22nd then can collect..
walao..
o's pract..
i shall go collect aft that.
ahhaa
probably alone also..
like who will go with me uhh?..
doubt anyone will..
insignificant person here.. no one bothers..

hmm..
then ..
took 700 to panjang.
wanted to go mac study alone.
then i walk in.
i saw Janice and clemence!
wah! i happy. at least someone to talk to!
woo!
then i eat and bullshit.
Jeremy koo came lata on.
ahha woo!
more bullshits!
and i did like only 1 qn on my sbq.. wtf?!
ahaha!
so shall make use of my time tmrw to make up!!

hmm..
then went home aft that at 8pm.
reach home 9, 10 plus..
sian!
use comp all..
now, i wanna finish up my sbq first..
then i play abit of psp .
then sleep and wake up early to shave tmrw for sch.
ahaha! >.< soo.. yea nights! 4 more days.

~~eugeneN~~
i miss you. i cant pass a day without you.. hard