bitch!!

i swear this house is fuckin not a place for livin!
AHHHHHHH!!
came home.
she fuckin pissed me off.
fuck!


enugh of those..
hmm..
today was very very restless!
haiz..

sooo..
i woke up early today.
surprisin !
hmm..
went to sch loh..
so little people came..
really like almost half the class not here..
today like less than 20 people not here loh!
wah!

then yea..
all the normal lessons..
very humid and hot today!
and i have a damn headache!
wah cannot tahan!
then just force myself to do work..
sooooo not good.

hmm..
then aft all the lessons.
i went for phys with nas and hean.
then the whole day was with those 2 guys le.
ahhaa
then we went bpp to eat.
eat eat eat.
then yea.
went back sch for night studies..
then see them playing soccer.
temptation got the better of us.
so we joined in.
got ourselves sweaty!! eww!
ahaha!

but not bad uhh.
then we went up for night studies.
no teachers le.
so yea..
and there was only like 6people ..
wow! and thats includin us...
holy..
then yea..
forced myself to do work.
i very restless..
and somemore no phone..
whole day thinkin of..

hmm..
then yea..
finally the time reach.
time to go home!
so tired!! cannot tahan le!

then reach home.
fuckin all these crap happen.
pekcek i swear!
nvm.

tmrw no money for sch again..
shit lah!
=(
i hate this life i swear!
except for some other factors.

~~eugeneN~~
i hope to see your smile when i look you in the eyes.. hmm..

hellos.
i'm here to blog again!
ooohh!
an announcement.
MY PHONE HAS BEEN SENT FOR SERVICING!
DO NOT TEXT OR CALL ME! =D

alright. haha
hmm..
today..
was damn fucked up lah!

hmm..
i wanted to go service phone.
so i need a spare phone right?
search high and low for it.
then! my mum told me she sold it..
fuck it!
its like mine!
you go sell without my permission!
my blood was boilin!!!
seriously!
hmm..
then i went off to wisma.
ALONE!
nvm one.
i'm fine being alone there.. thou was borin..
and i seriously needa someone to talk to..
haiz..
feelin damn down as i walk thru orchard..
waited damn long for my turn..
then surrender my phone..
and then 22nd then can collect..
walao..
o's pract..
i shall go collect aft that.
ahhaa
probably alone also..
like who will go with me uhh?..
doubt anyone will..
insignificant person here.. no one bothers..

hmm..
then ..
took 700 to panjang.
wanted to go mac study alone.
then i walk in.
i saw Janice and clemence!
wah! i happy. at least someone to talk to!
woo!
then i eat and bullshit.
Jeremy koo came lata on.
ahha woo!
more bullshits!
and i did like only 1 qn on my sbq.. wtf?!
ahaha!
so shall make use of my time tmrw to make up!!

hmm..
then went home aft that at 8pm.
reach home 9, 10 plus..
sian!
use comp all..
now, i wanna finish up my sbq first..
then i play abit of psp .
then sleep and wake up early to shave tmrw for sch.
ahaha! >.< soo.. yea nights! 4 more days.

~~eugeneN~~
i miss you. i cant pass a day without you.. hard

study!

hmm..
i'm postin abit early today..
actually very early today..
cause i think i wont have the time to post tonight..
cause i'm gonna study tonight!

hmm..
yeap..
its a very very hot day..
okay! random!! haha!

okok ..
5more days to pract!
i fuckin swear i'm scared..
okok lah.. not that much but still..
i hope i dun screw up durin the pract..
haiz..
hope phys come out electricity.
that one easy to do. haha!

hmmm..
then chem..
all the normal stuffs..
hope i be able to do..
ahhaa!
must get 12/15 for pract!! ROARS!!

hmm...
then aft that got abt 4 more days ..
to english paper..
chiong uhh!
i will be doin lotsa maths and english..
then aft that refresh memory on my humanities..
and phys chem.
then done!
enjoy my holidays! woo!
ahhaa
ooppss..
i forgt abt my bio..
ahhaa!
die lah bio..

hmm..
i dunno bio how.
just gonna do my best!
but not gonna study much for it..
but still will study..
study those that i most familiar with..
not touchin ecology..
that one can go fly kite..
DNA study abit.. the structure and the wad translation one..
then yea.. all the other topics..
then can le..
will at least give me a B? crossed fingers.
ahaha!

yea..
then i wanna work aft O's!
get my money!
yea!
hmm..
buy my guitar! and then drums.
ahaha!
then done!
pimp my guitar and drum.
woo!
have my band.
play till my hands drop.
ahha!!

soooo..
then..
i dunno wad to say anymore..
i just hope O's faster end!
so tired of it..
everyday gotta study study study..
tirin..
like now..
i'm so gonna study!
wish me luck! =D
byebye!
oohh!
and those takin eoy results.
goodluck! =D

~~eugeneN~~

forget? hard..

hmm..
hellos all.
i'm here once again! haha

hmm..
today was quite okay?
i woke up late for sch..
chem consultation..
then so i just prepare everything then go sch loh..
hmm..
then yea..
did chem and all..
go panjang aft that eat mac.
ahaha
then yea..
they all left i study there alone..
saw nabil and bryan.
ahhaa
then yea..

aft that went home loh..
and my whole day at home le..
so no life..
but wadeva uhh..
not care muchs..
hmm..
used the comp and played guitar whole day!
hardcore.
ahhaa!!

yea. then now i'm eatin fried rice! take that roy!
ahaha!!
i got dope fried rice. ahha!! =D

hmm..
days are passin.
6 more days to O's pract..
comin at rapid speed..
next week chiong english and maths!
jiayous EUGENE!!
and everyone! good luck! =D

alrights..
time for a little personal stuffs..
hmm..
i saw smth on fb..
i totally shocked.
then my heart felt like some sort of..
indescrible feelin..
like a knife stab into it. again.
but this time the knife was abit blunt..
hmm..
i wonder who...
and wad happen..
isit real?
tell me..
haiz..

sooo..
everyone is havin their own life..
well..
i guess i'll be leadin my own life too..
alone.

~~eugeneN~~

guitar and drums.

hmm..
today was okay i think?
i woke up earlier than usual. haha
very rare since i have been sleepin soo late..

hmm..
i very tired everyday..
wah very stress..
but still can manage! i will survive!! haha

okok..
soo..
today had science prelim 2.
and it was not bad!
i can do.
and i'm quite okay with the whole paper.
hmm..
then yea.
mrs wee gave us result for the mcq.
i got 30/40!
yes!
not bad! =D
i happy.

hmm..
then yea..
went home loh.
very early horh? aha!
then yea... reach home use comp play guitar..
did nth else.. i didnt study..
i wanted a break. ahha! tmrw continue hardcore!
then mon also sun also.
wah!
7days! scared!~~

yea.
days past quickly..
before long .. it will be 17nov..
which is graduation day..
will be a ooh soo emotional day for me.
i'll miss the teachers.
ms seet, mrs wee, ms wong, mdm liew, mr lee, ms bhavani, mr chiu and alot more.
they have all helped me in a way or two.
really greatful. =D
and also. will miss my friends.
miss everyone with some exception. xD haha

hmm..
hean told me goin gentin aft O's with grace and all.
wah i cant wait! haha fun! =D
rollercoaster!! woo!

ooohh!
aft i have saved enugh money to buy my guitar.
i wanna save money to buy drum.
yay!
i'm ooohh soo determined to get it!
and i will! trust me! =D
hmm..
i very tired now.

~~eugeneN~~
am i thinkin wad you are thinkin? hmm..
talk to me.

tired...

hmm..
i'm finally here to update this blog..
no one really reads my blog now ehs?
hmm..
wadeva loh..
anyways for me to rant only..
ahhaa!

hmm..
soo..
had being busy studyin for O's these daysssss.
left 7 days to O's pract...
i may have this look on me that says...
Olevel. i not scared.. nth one..
but horh.. inside me..
i bloodly nervous..
seriously very scared..
haiz.. i'm really stressed out now..
no one knows..
i keep it in me.
put on a smile and laughter everyday..
and not wanna affect ppl arnd me..
i'll continue this way.. suffer myself better than affect others..

hmm..
today was productive!
learnt alot!
cleared lotsa doubts!
and i seriously no more energy .. phew..
hmm..
tmrw still have science prelim 2!!
ahhhh!
but i think i shld be ready.
i aimin for an A2 for this time round..
if acheived.. Olevel aim A1 le.
ahaha =D

hmm..
okok..
i dunno wad to type anymore le..
byebye!

oohh!
ytd which is 14Oct. is Juliette's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAy! SMILE! =D

hmm.. okok

~~eugeneN~~

did you know? you caught my eyes. and my heart is goin over to you.

9more days!

AHHH!
9more days..
die..

hmm..
i'm havin a headache now.. haiz..
i feel so tireddd!!
wahh sian lah..
hmm..

hmm..
so today i woke up late again..
wah sian..
nvm loh..
just go sch..
hmm..
ooohh!
maryanne on duty.. haha
then yea.
she too busy to lecture me. haha!! xD
but she text me.. hhha!

hmm..
then yea..
study study study..
did alot of work..
felt soooooo tired the whole day..
my eyes felt soooo heavy! but tahan..

then yea.
ec and all..
night studies..
home.

hmm..
cute girl a day.
gives you a happy face. =D

to me.
i see someone cute/pretty/chio/ any other words..
then my day will be quite good mood. haha!
like today.
ahha! xD

~~eugeneN~~