i'm thinkin..

hellos!
its being long le.. haha!
hmm..
anyways..
didnt do much anyways..
i gettin lazy to update le..
ahaha

hmm..
have been studyin..
ytd night went KAP study with nasrul kesha dulcie adeleine and may overnight.
it was okay..
just the fact that that place sucks..
no power point for me to charge phone.
then cannot text.. walao!
my phone died on me!! haha

hmm..
then yea..
i slept a couple of times..
ahaha! too tired ehhs..
aaha
and i had a stomache..
mcspicy too hot le.. haha!
stomach was burnin loh! haha

then mornin ..
went home loh..
bus was freakin long! haha
so tired that i fell asleep straight away! haha

hmm..
i very tired now..
shall sleep. and dream.
ahaha! xD
10 more days to Olevel.

~~eugeneN~~

wad in the world?!

walao..
sucks muchs today..
okok mayb its not say the whole of today..
i just dunno why..
but i'm feelin so not happy now..
very shit now..
wah sian feelin..
haiz..

today..
chiong in the mornin for sch again..
walao..
sucks muchs..
dun like to chiong loh.. so not nice..
hmm..
then anyways..
reached sch on time. ahha
just nice.
then yea..
alll the lessons loh...

hmm..
then yea uhh..
walao got no mood to blog on ..
sian sian sian!!
ROAR!!!!!!!

hmm..
sry..
continue ..
then yea..
ec and all..
night studies alone.
get some peace.
can study.
ahaha
tmrw night studies same thing..
confirm less ppl.
i like.
shall get some peace alone.

hmm..
i think life still sucks..
i am never happy.
sucks much...
haiz..
i need a guitar to cheer my soul up.

~~eugeneN~~

wad..

okok..
fast update..

today..
i woke up late!
but i chiong.
then i made it in time for sch.
ahaha! heng uhh!

hmm..
then i did my work in the lib.
then go for bio lesson..
which was okay.
then chem all the way aft recess and a pse .
ahaha pse had ss.
yea..

then ec and all..
night studies was good.
jeremy koo joined me and roy.
ahhaa! bloody funny.
i damn high.
ahaha! or say we all high.
aaha!!
talkin abt alot of things.
ahaha!!
crazy only.
one of the best night studies sessions i had. =D

hmm..
now i'm here.
goin out to meet mum for mac lata.
late ehhs? haha
but for my food.
ahah i will !

hmm...
good luck for exams everyone!
and if feelin stress can ask me for ways to destress.
ahaha =D

~~eugeneN~~

suay!

walao..
straight 2 days!
bad luck befall me i sweaR!
walao..
not good at all!

hmm..
anyways..
lets recall back..
as i think this events are linked tgt de. haha!

hmm..
on sat.
i went for chem lessons.
then we were talkin abt boystown collectin all those donations..
then they go watch wad liverpool match watch F1.
then i say they corrupted.
then we were findin a main culprit for all this.
and i blamed montfort.
i swear.
and i scolded montfort.
opps..

then..
mon..
i was late.
hell.. then no tie!
then needa buy!!
7bucks!!
walao!

then today!
i was late again!
just when i leavin the hse..
the rain got sooooo big!
wah can die!
then so drenched..
late reach sch..
kena check the socks..
bloody..
need go buy socks..
3bucks..
total 10bucks gone.. on stupid things..
stupid

suay i swear!
and i think this is punishment..
montfort not happy with me.
opps..

i was jokin only mah..
montfort so serious.. hhaa
but yea..
i hope bad luck goes away..

okok...
soo..
ooohh!
now we are separated into 3grps.
1, 2 and 3.
i in grp1.
which means.. no classes for me.
ahhaa!
shiok!
but i still goin for some classes . ahaha

hmm...
okok. i very sleepy..
byebye

~~eugeneN~~

its not like before..

fuck.
this word describes all..

anyways..
today was not good at all..
okay..
i woke up..
i reach sch 7.25am..
the bell just nicely rang..
and i'm counted fuckin late..
wah.. not happy.
nvm loh..
then that bloody old man dunno who..
ask me go buy tie before i can take my pink form..
kaobei.. bloody 7bucks!! fuck.

then yea..
all the normal lessons..
and i swear! its good without a_____!
great!!

hmm..
then free period did phys chem all these. haha
then recess was not bad.
then chem lesson was nice.
i love doin chem.. haha!
ooohh english is stupid..
didnt listen.. no needa listen..
dun care english. hhaa!

hmm..
then aft sch got sci pract.
bloody hot in chem pract.
burnin this and that..
hard sehh.. dunno how explain.. haha!
hmm..
phys was okay.. just got doubts.
ahha!
but oveerall pract was not bad. =D

then slacked awhile in canteen..
went out..
wanted to go eat..
i walked till opp. busstop..
they say they go watch movie.
FINE!
i go home loh!
hmph.

jammin with bro at home just now.
ahaha not bad.
fun.
then used comp..

i'm bloody very very not in the right state of mind..
holy shit..
argh!
today i got pissed off by them..
kao..
i felt soooo stupid..
soo stupid while walkin back from opp to sch busstop!
thoughts and all went thru my mind..
like...
wtf am i doin?
why??
wad is the meanin of this??

mayb i'll sensitive..
but i feel..
i will never play a part in your life right?
you have her.
you have him.
you both have each other.
alrights.
i'm fine on my own.

human hearts are fragile.
its true.
it shatters easily.

no one..

~~eugeneN~~

how stupid..

hmm..
alrights..
firstly..
i wanna blog abt ytd.

ytd was mooncake festival.
soo..
i had my usual day..
went to sch in the mornin.
did chem..
but slacked cause too distractin le!
talk alot and stuffs..
then finish le..
i went to vanessa hse with roy and ellis.
then yeap..
go there watch some retarded movie..
wad tamara.. haha!
stupid..

alrights.. then i was gettin bored..
then ellis goin home and roy send her back..
while i just wanna get home..
so i didnt stayed for the night where they will be celebratin.

instead..
i went to popo hse to celebrate..
ate dinner.
quite a big meal. cause this is like some impt festival.
ahaha
then yea..
i kept eatin and eatin non-stop.. haa!
then waited for slow mum to come..
then went down to play FIRE!
but not fun de..
so borin..
so diff from last time..
last time was so much better..

mayb cause my bro not here..
he went back home.. tsk.
then .. yea loh..
i just play the candles myself..
stare at the candles..
as usual.. i burn the box and all..
so lidat loh..
was stupid lah..

then i went home loh..
hmm..

hmm..
then today..
woke up feelin soooo tired..
ahaha! but i dun wanna sleep on..
then yea..
used the comp..
i usin till now leh..
so long le.. one whole day..
lata shld be goin popo hse for dinner..
then yea..

ooohh.
i just cut my hair..
dang..
short..
sian ... i shld not cut..
but at least my fringe still here. haa!
=D

hmm..
okok.
sooo..
my phone very quiet..
no sms no calls..
no nothing..
just a plain old screen..
sian..
feel very..
forgotten.. haiz..

hmm..
i dun wanna blog le..
bye..

~~eugeneN~~

yet another one.

hmm..
hellos! i guess.. haha!

alrights..
today was quite ok.
infact not really that bad..
considered to be my best day of this week..

hmm..
today i woke up late usual..
stupid shits..
nvm loh..
chiong to sch..
late .. then sign that pink form..
ahha! damn jokes.
like i saw taufik call the latecomers stand..
i thought some kinda attire check..
then i zhao. haha!
but actually is ask them say pledge only..
walao.. kena faked. haha
but cannot risk my hair uhh! haha!

hmm..
then yea..
all the normal lessons..
then had PE!
walao! i wanna play soccer de loh!
but then..
in the end wad hand ball..
walao..
but okok lah.
not bad.
quite fun. haha!
hard to score..
and very tirin! run up and down the court. haha!
but yea fun.
=D

okok.
so had all the normal lessons loh..
hist was aft recess.. and its borin as usual..
i slept for awhile durin lesson..
then had bio..
same.. stupid so borin..
walao leh..
then gotta do finish worksheet..
anyhow bomb loh.. haha!
then slacked in the study area.
then i went for emaths ec..
borin..
wad num pattern.. downright stupid..
soooo retarded uh..
give me all the pattern here there..
how see .. -.-

then finish!
slacked in the canteen..
played a game of bluff with ellis, ziying, vanessa, dulcie
was okay..
just that i got bored of it..
i decided to grab a bite.
okay mayb not a bite.
but many many bitesssss. haha!! xD
hmm.
yea. then all went off..
i go up for night studies alone.
was good =D
i like.
got peace and can concentrate.
i manage to finish 1phys paper.
good right? ahha

then i went home loh..
slept in the bus and overshot busstop again..
needa walk back..
and its damn hot i swear! stupid weather..
so yea..
now i damn sleepy~~
so tired.. haha

oooohh!
tmrw i goin sch!
yay!
for chem consultation.
ahaha. i like!
no needa be so restless at home.
mayb aft that i wanna go somewhere relax..
mayb alone?
shld be bah..
who so good come accompany me de?.
no one loh..
i also nth to everyone..
who will like bother abt me uhh..

hmm..
ooohh!
to that emogirl.
cheer up ehhs!
thks for the post at your blog =D
i'll cheer up too.
you have to too.
be stronger girl. you know you can.
dun dwell on the past. look on the positive side of future.
dun lose faith just cause of wad happen.
there are still ppl who you can trust.
like me =D
i'll be here and there and everywhere. =D

alrights..
i wanna sleep le.
byebye!

oooh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHMUN BUNNY! =D

~~eugeneN~~