making no sense of this life.

well.
sooo.
i just got up.
and i just thought i had to update this thing

yah.
sooo.
exams over.
nth do.
sooo slack now.
asking my sis for work .
hope there is .
mayb 2days a week bah.
sustain my money in the bank.

and yah.
sat had no soccer.
thought have.
in the end dun have.
soo then yah.
ashvin mum cooked for us again!
very nice his mum.
we didnt even say we goin she just cook.
and food was great.

hmm..
then soo yah
i dunno wad to say le.
i need to get rich.
i need a new life.
i need lotsa things in life.
but i dun get them.
BYE

~~eugeneN~~

your world is my world.

hey yo!
sooo wadup?

came here in the middle of the night to blog.
its like 2am now.
whoa whoa whoa!
been sleeping sooo late.
like normal routine already.
sleep late.
i dun like to sleep early.
its just weird.

unless..
if i have my own room.
if i got own room i may just sleep early.
or i can just dun sleep at all! xDD

sooo anyways!
exams over bitches! wooo!
whos happy for me?!?
okay lah . no one.

sooo means i have hols already!
as in officially!
no need touch any books for like !
1month plus.
shiok bo?!?! hahahah
and means!
more slacking!
but gonna continue work at sis place.
ask here if got stuffs not.
then yah.
arnd 45bucks a day from 10am to 6pm.
okay mah.
also nnot say need travel till super far.
i dun mind!

got money can le!
this cash can help me survive!
and get a guitar! =DD

hmm..
sooo anyways.
aft my last paper.
which was on wed.
had kbox session with poly friends.
fun!
sing sing sing!
and they danced to korean songs. haha!
hilarious shit!
ooohh wells! i dun listen korean song!
sooo i dunno wad songs were those. haha
and yah.
guess the first song i choose!
JUSTIN BIEBER one time! ahahha!
i like that song!
nice!

i figured out the song on guitars and can play le.
soo easy. 2chords. capo 5.
no kick. hahaha!
i sounds sooo corky.
but anyone who plays guitar will say the same thing!

sooo then yah.
aft kbox.
soccer with the usuals.
i still sucksss!
like seriously!
but learnt a thing or 2 from ryan.
abt how to defend!
nice!
now i can see when defending! aaahha

sooo then yah.
just now went to clarke quay.
sooo many ppl!
siao one.
sooo crowded!
but yah.
see girls uhh. ahhaha!
as usual.
go anywhere. girls.
\m/!

then yah. homed.
walk from clementi.
scary shit.
keep thinkin that there will be xtra shadow.
you know.

hmm.. sooo then yah.
tmrw soccer again.
sat soccer again.
how hardcore can this get?!
even more hardcore! =D

byebyes!

~~eugeneN~~

if only. if only. if only.
your world is my world.

wadeva shit now.

hey!
just want to say.
i'm screwed for this 2 papers on tues and wed.
TEC and ELS.
screwed.
i dun think i'm gettin A anymore.
esp TEC!
tec cannot score. dunnowhy!
wellwellwell...

sooo then.
yah!
finish the 2 papers.
and then yah!
slack slack slack !

and sooo.
got a new game.
damn fun!
i like! =DD

hmm..
oohh !
did i mention?!?
found a lizard frozen alive in the freezer!
fucking sick!
but cool also!
the lizard coverd in ice particles.
stone. ahahha!
cooool!

and i'm confirm cutting my hair by this week!
no more procrastination!
time to get a cut.
toooooo long! i dun like le.
gettin back that bieber mob hairstyle.
yah. soooo =D
see how it goes.

and yah!
byes!
needa go off.
tmrw exams.
wish me lucks! =D

~~eugeneN~~

if only i could rewind time..

wasting life away.

well.
came here for a little ranting.

anyways.
i feel fucked up.
and i cant do anything.
i'm a loser.
i suck at everything.
pathetic asshole.

i have a fucked up family.
i have a fucked up life.

confidence at an all time low now.
feel soooo shit.
i feel like i'm just a substitute to everyone.
to everything.
i'm 2nd to everything and everyone.
i'm nothing.

well.
life still goes on.
with my heart.
filled with anger.
filled with hatred.
for this family.
esp mum.
i hate you mum.
seriously.
go get a job.
a proper job.
_l_
FIRETRUCK.

and tmrw theres a match.
more exact. lata on at 10am.
practice match?
with those bunch of KFC ppl.
gahh.
i'm gonna suck like shit in that match.
welll..
not confident with everything.
touches sucks.
passes sucks.
shots sucks.
stamina sucks.
i sucks.
period.

that says it all dun it?
well.
wad to do.

and i needa cut my hair.
mayb gonna go cut it on sunday.
get back that bieber hairstyle.
too long already hair.

hmmss..
sooo now.
gonna go study.
exams next week on tues and wed mornings.
hope i dun screw them up.
thou i have a feeling i'll.
soooo.. see how it goes.
aft exams dun think.
holidays for 6 weeks.
time for some ______.
i dunno wad.
=/

okay lah.
byes.
i'm a emokid.
i'm an introvert.
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

I LIKE YUXUAN HAIR!!



MS TANNNN!! haha been sooo long!


MR ONGGGG!! haha! keep talking abt sec3 when he cut my hair. =/
anyways i look FUCKING SHORT here. =(((


Ms SEEEEEETTT!! aiya! this photo cannot see her tummy!
but yah! she say due in oct ! ahha sooo cooool!

well!
hellos!
i forgt take photo with MS BHAVANI! damnnnn.

sooo yah! teachers day!
went back AES!
watched performances.
catch up with everyone!
MARYANNE sang!
coooool!
with rachael!
ahaha left an impression in me!
i like! =DD

hmm.. then yah!
catch up with teachers!
and friends!
miss those times!
i miss sec sch days.
well..
life has to go onnnn right!
=((

anyways. yahhh.
sooo then aft all the catching up and all.
went to bpp with them all.
had pizza hut lunch.
paid bloody 9bucks.
ooohhh wells.
peng you yi chang. haha
then yah.
just slacked arnd.

then yah.
see see girls here there.
then this girl at daisoooo!
walao!
wasted lah. ahhaa! jokes!

nvm.
wellss then home!

thurs jeremy pang hse!
i'm goin !
no matter wad!
go there study.
lunch.
snacks.
play.
gym.
nice!

hmm....
still got wad uhh?
nth muchs.
i feel nostaglic or however you spell that damn word. now.

byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

i practically did not know wad to say when i saw you.
OMG. wtf uhh. sooo malu!

make a come back!

hey hey.
soooo..
just an update.
had lots soccer.
studied my ass off at night always.
and had jamming today.

jamming sucked terribly!
could not stand it.
just damn stupid.
hate it.

and soccer.
lets just say.
not bad.
toes hurts!
stupid shoe.
not fit for soccer one.
cannot shoot when i wearing it.

thennn..
study.
next week exams!
i need to finish up 7chps !
siannnn! how ?!?!?!?
wadeva uhh!

hmm..
then..
nth le loh..
lazy blog.

anddd.
ooh got phone!
=D
can text. can call.

and lastly.
making a song for mr ong.
thou not gonna be in the vid..
not done yet.
too rush!
soo yah.

bye!

~~eugeneN~~

lose yourself.

well.
just wanted to come here.
and pop a post for now.

anyhoos.
i just did my deferment ytd night when i came back.
went to woodlands lib with jeremy to get some studying done!
but.
not that effective.
done only 1chp!
aft that was all talks rubbish lepak and roy hse.

went to roy hse for lepak and dinner.
his mum cooked. soo yea.
had my dinner there.
lucky . or i go home no food.
cause really. went home and not a single shit on the table.
wtshit.
this family is fucked up.
well . not the family.
shld say.
this mum is fucked up.
hate this life right now.

no dinner again tonight.
i survived on bread ONLY today.
for the whole day no rice.
only bread with butter.
miserable but can .
at least it manages to "fill" my stomach.

sooo anyways.
have lotsa studying to do.
planning to finish up notes for ELS this week.
then TEC next week.
then the following weeks will be the 2 papers.
hope to quickly finish everything!
and just enjoy this hols!

and tmrw have work at sis place again!
well..
i'm kinda lazy to go..
but oohh wells.
for the 48bucks.
i'm goin!
hmmss..
LAZY!

also have to cut my hair!
its darn messy.
and UGLY! =/
i think it looks totally like shit now.
makes me look like some kinda drug addict.
wait.
is that wad i wanted?!?
ohh shuddap!
ahaha!

soo yea!
off to study.
sleep at 3am.
wake up at 8 or 9.
reach work at 10.
reach home at 7.
study at 12.
sleep at 5!
ahahaha!
wells!
byebye!

~~eugeneN~~