girls plus soccer plus look not bad = HOT .

well well wellss.
i gotta say that girl loook good!
HOT!
play soccer.
look not bad.
all this sums up to one word.
HOT!

ahahaha!
alrights..
soo just came home from soccer.
retarded shit.
bring boots intheend also no field!
bleh!
soooo went to cage .

SS!
\m/!
but i didnt play good.
shoes tear till cannot use.
cannot breathe for dunno wad &%E#$#@#@ reasonsss..
feel like vomitting.
walao!
i think cause didnt eat.
and also have been having late nights and early morninggs..
not enugh energy.

hmm..
wells.
i just bathed.
and eat.
ooohh..
and i needa study.
but i got no fucking mood to study..
sian ttm!

hmm..
mayb lata..
and fb is not loading!
gahhh!
and plurk can only work on my IE now..
mozilla not working with it..

and did i say this?
i think my childhood crush more chio now. haha
took the same lift as her when coming back.
think she damn chio!
gahhh.. shld have kept in contact with her..
ala.. that time move hse then no more talk.
aft so long come back.
see each other like weird le. haha
saded!

ooohh wells..
one day!
i'm gonna be weird and go up and just say hi. hahaha!
thats goonna be soooooo fucking weird lah.. ahha
wellls.. lets not do any stupid thing. hahaha!

sooo..
tmrw is sunday!
study!
i have to !
or else uhh..
i dunno how i'm gonna pass!

sooo..
noww..
i think i shld study too..
or sleep.
i feel tired..
hmm..
okay!
pes!
byes!

~~eugeneN~~

how i wish..

being emo is good!

hey!
hellos!
harro!
hi!

ooohh wells.
sooo..
been days since i've blogged.
last post was like on sunday.
soo long le.
hmm..
soo yea.
decided to blog today..
cause apparently i still have no mood to study..
and also i dunno wad to do..
sheesh..

hmm..
soo then..
past few days were just like normal..
nth muchs..
mon no sch.
tues was just shit.
had presentation and i think was damn fucked up.
lecturer not even listening .
fuckin bastard.

then wed which is ytd.
i pon sch.
woke up and late le.
heck care dun go sch.
stayed home..
played zoo tycoon..
hardcore.
still could not get that 3 star..

then today had IS lesson..
just go there and improve on the slides we have.
hmm..
aft that went home.
and here i am now...

i'm bored.
i dun wanna study..
mayb tmrw..
very lazy to study..
and i have to study!
if i dun, confirm fail le!

and i cannot fail!
if not..
die!

hmm..
sooo..
i dunno wad to say le..
ooohh yea.
shit.
malaysia trip form.
hmm..
but if go malaysia means cannot work for 5 days..
thats 1week!
nah! dun go le uhh..
money more impt.

need money pay stuffs.
and get my life back on track.
oohh wells ..
thats abt it.
i'm lazy.

~~eugeneN~~

money plus girl. BEST.

well hellos!
soooo wad am i gonna blog abt?
nth muchs actually..

soo well..
had hardcore socceer ytd.
really hardcore.
okay.. actually not that.
okay only. ahah
but its a whole day of it.

hmm..
yea.
street whole day.
first with hermanoz.
then with bryan kelvin all.
coool!
scored quite a couple of good goals.
i like. haha

but very pekcek playing with ___.
keep giving the ball like gahhhh!
dunno how say.
like anyhow one..
pekcek only.

hmm then yea.
aft allllll the soccer i went home.
bus 188!
ahah finally a direct bus.
=DD

then yea..
nth muchs le loh.

and today sunday.
wad do you think i did?
nth lah!
slacked!
but yea.
i did some studies.
did quiz.
and finish up assignments.
not bad at all.

and tmrw no sch yo! haha
woootts!
cause tec got elearning!
means no sch!
also la postponed!
and so no sch! woots!

and dunno if tues got presentation or not.
hmm..
just see how it goess..
so screwed..
and exams will be coming soon.
okay mayb not..
but still..
i like dun even understand alot of stuffs..
and i missed quite alot of lectures uhh..
so shit up man.
ooohh wells..
i'll do some selfstudy.
but thats if i dun procrastinate! haha
have been procrastinatin!
keep sayin will study but DIDNT!

shit up.
serious shit..
hmm..
sooo yea..
i really needa get serious!

ooohh.
and ytd i was reading thru my old blog's postss.
and alot of old memories came into my mind.
and i sorta miss those days.
but at the same time i dun want it.
but yea.
i gotta agree i love my 4 years of secondary sch life.
met great ppl.
have great friend.
do many crazy shits.
love it!

hmm..
and soo yea..
i dun have muchs to say..
have fun peeps!

~~eugeneN~~

i wish i was an orphan.

well.
fuck it.
i still fucking hate you mum.
bitch.

nabei.
spoil my mood.
seriously hate YOU!
_l_!
i dun understand why i have this kinda mum.
why cant i just have a normal family?!?
i see other ppl families.
my friends' family.
have a perfect family.
dun have a useless dad.
dun have a fucked up mum.
why do i have both?
and useless dad is fucking gone.
ccb. FML!

really really hate this life right here.
i swear if i could, i would have run away from home!
but!
i think of the outcome.
and if i run away from home, where do i go?
i have no money.
CAUSE YOU FUCKING TOOK EVERYTHING!
and i also dun have anywhere to stay..
running away is a bad choice.
thats why i'm determined to get my own hse when i can.
and get the fuck out of here.
even better i'm gonna go overseas.
and not see YOU!
YES!

hmm..
soooo then .
lets not talk abt that fucking woman slut.

wellss.
today i pon sch!
yay to that!
ahahhaa!
wells..
i just dun feel like goin sch.
i dun think i missed out muchs?
ooohh wellss..
self study loh. haha

and then yea..
just practically slacked at home.
hmm..
and yea.
did tfm assignment...
and also chat and surf the net.
play pes.
blablabla.
life's a bore with fucks everywhere.

went for friday soccer.
totally fucked up once again.
seriously.
i think next friday i'm not gonna go for any soccer.
just stick to sat soccer.
friday i think i shld ask jeremy pang to lepak with me aft sch. haha
mayb go his hse for GYM!
yea! \m/!
his hse is crazy shit.
i gotta see his workout set. haha

ooohhh wells..
sooo then had laksa again.
i had it in the morning.
and i had it again just now.
crazy muchs!
i'm like a curry addict.
hahaha!
i just love it!
=D

then walked to bpp with jeremy and hean.
took 176.
during the bus trip.
thought of many stuffs..
if only..
haiz.. =((

why is my life so fucked up?

~~eugeneN~~

thinking back..

hey hey hey!!
=DD
well..
i feel like bloggin ..
been days since i blogged.
so i shall blog today! =DD

hmmss..
check out those photos !
from japan trip from 2years ago.
miss those days!
and i miss that little girl!
if i didnt rmb wrongly its yui!
love her ! soo cute!
soo adorable! haha

wells..
and i also miss my host!
and that 1week i spent in japan.
wonderful trip there.
learnt alot. made alot friends.
love it!

hmmss..
soo ...
i have been thinkin abt the past.
and ..
i realised that..
many things are wad there are now..
because of many things.
but. i dun regret anything.
i dun.

okay.
i have no fucking idea wad i'm talkin abt!
i guess its just not me to have a emo post! HAHAH!
just no emo feel aye! haha

well well welllsss!
poly dayss..
hmm.. wad shld i say?
i think i shld say its gettin abit better.
=DD
except for the fact that theres loads of assignments, projects and fucking work!
but!
i love the fact that i've made good friends =D

ooohh!
junkai treated me to chicken chop. haha thks man!
now everyone knows i'm a poor chap.
shit. i didnt want anyone to know de!
but ooohh wells..
wad can i do? aha

and i realised that theres alot of internal conflicts in the class!
whoa!
not with me! haha
cause i'm like very heck care lidat uhh person.
soooo!
but yea.
wadeva! haha

ooohh!
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY! =D
i saw ppl dressing up for the occasion today!
and its poly!
but theres not the atmosphere!
so diff from sec and pri sch!
where this day will be quite big!
with performances and also ethnic food! =DD
prata! sedap man!

hmm..
wells.
wad do i say now?
YOG coming!
which means hols!
but then gotta work!
for money!
and also gotta study!
for the final exam!
=((
FML! LIFESUCKS!

and tmrw got fucking test!
IS.. sian! write wad shit body and conclusion.
sian!
and then IS still got presentation.
shit man!
and we haven even got anything yet..
PMS is just the wrong topic.
all bible stuffs come out one!
how find??

hmm..
and nikki just asked me to use zingled.
and i'm using.
talkin to someone.
i'm not sure isit her.
of isit someone else?
i think its someels. haha!

alrights!
back to blog another day!
for now!
i needa do my work!

~~eugeneN~~

start of another week..

hellos.
another day.
another start of a week.
sucksss!

wells..
mon approaching!
and means sch again!
dread goin sch.
sooo lazy!

hmmss..
and i have alot of quiz, projects, and lotsa works not done yet!
shitttt!!
soooo muchs to do!
and i have no idea where to start..
wish YOG hols come quickly!
well! time to work and then get some cash!
then ! enjoy again! =D

soooo then !
i dunno why i did this post today..
soo no life!
guess i too bored.
whole day at home..
didnt go queensway..
rain = sian!
wadeva orh..

was searching article for TEC project..
soooo hard to find relevant stuffs!
in the end got smth!
and i found out kraft bought over cadbury!
wooooo! sooo big news!
sad muchs!
prefer cadbury being on their own!
wadeva orh.

hmm.. ssooo..
wad now?
hmm..time to start on another quiz..
and tmrw must attend TEC lectures!
or die le lah!
ahaha

andddd!
i had this really weird dream ytd!
sheesh.
but it was really nice! but weird. xDD

~~eugeneN~~

how i wish..

sometimes i feel soooo...

hellos.
does anyone read? ahha
cause you know.
my post all fucking wordy!
but! at least i press enter aft a sentence right!
see i so nice! haha xDD

okay! let me bathe first.
put this post on hold.
BE BACK!

hellos! again.
back from bathing!
i feel so freshed!
guess wad i did?!?!
SOCCER TODAY!
whole day! as usual!
soooo! field at yewtee.
stupid!
then got this impromtu match!
with this grp of ppl.
short to medium to tall also have.
white to yellow to brown to BLACK also have
ahahha!

sooo!
i SCORED 2 GOALS!
enugh said. haahaha!
jokin! i not so BHB okay!
well..
2nd was just tyco!
but first one? its a poacher goal!
smashed it into the net past the keeper! haha

okay!
so obviously we won!
if we lost that match uhh..
we dun need hermanoz anymore.
can just disband.
they so SHIT!
and it was not a good win.
its a bad one.
but a win is a win.
we just need to improve on it.

soooo..
then aft that went to cage.
for SS!
scored a few.
dunno how many le.
but i like my left outfoot shot!
damn nice!
can still rmb how the ball went in! (Y)!

i think i've improved!
=D
but not my muchs.
as i still suckssss!! =((
soo! TRAIN MORE!
PLAY MORE!
i dun care abt wad power status or wadeva shits.
i just wanna start in a match and play 90mins!
=D

sooo..
life..
its just fucked up.
seriouslyy..

just now walking to bp had good talk with jeremy.
abt stuffs here and there.
ahaha shared some stuffs with him.
and its cool. aha
need more this kinda talks.
i like. haha!

and 1 more thing!
i need a girl. fullstop.

~~eugeneN~~