yo fuckaasss!!

hellosss!!
i'm like finally back yo!!
aft months and months of no blogging.
i'm back bitch! haha

hmm..
anyways.
know why i can blog??
cause i got my lappy yo!
fuckin happy lah! haha
=D

anyways,
i'm in poly now..
beinning alot of damn probss..
didnt pay fees.
not enrolled.
no lappy.
no friends..
then yea..
finally settled down le.
made alot of friends.
and yea..
even found someone i'm interested in ..
ahhaa! xD
well.

shes cute.
shes sweet.
ahh. shes everything.
but yea..
i dunno leh..
shld i go for it??
well..
let see how it goes uhh.

well well well..
soo ..
i'm broke now..
no money to spend..
fuck!
and yea..
have been playin soccer with HERMANOSS !!
i prefer travelling hermanos thou..
anyways..
yea..
life for me now..
full of soccer jammin friends bullshit hmwk projects.
sian! the projects part..
by next week 4projects!
FTW!

well
thats life for you man!
nvm...

ooohh..
11may was my birthday.
happy birthday to me. haha!
well.
i had a quite good birthday??
lesson ended early.
birthday wishes frm alot.
and class sang happy birthday to me.
went to pool with friends.
then aft that had dinner and talk with .....
yeas.
cool.
love it.
and sis gave me a slippers.
cool. i needed it.
oooh. she and mum gave it to me.
i think??
well wadeva. haha!

okok..
tmrw needa do project..
need sleep. nights!!
bye.

~~eugeneN~~

its a new start!

hellos my fellow readers. if there are anyone who comes here still..
have been MIA! for long time.
hse laptop down..
i'm using pang's laptop now..
at his hse! cool!!

anyways..
update on life?
basically..
still got fuckin money probsss!! sian!!
and yea..
hangin out still almost everyday!

yea..
and on mon and ytd!
had my poly induction camp!
my class is 1D02!
woots!!
first day not sooo good..
but 2nd day was just woots!
start talkin to everyone.
nice uhh!
and yea!
will be cool le! ahaa!!

well well well..
sch on mon.
i'm not even fuckin registered yet..
wtf?! right!
sian sian sian!
but nvm uhh..
just go sch. haha!

hmm..
i need love.
but i'm lazy to find.
ahaha!! xD

byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

pack up. and leave this part of the world.

hellos.
today got hellos. ahha
cause its better than the last 2days..
but still..
not good at all..

well..
today is slack day.
so stayed home whole day.
like seriously whole day man!!
hmm..
yea..
you shld know wad i do de lah..
comp loh!
fb, youtube, plurk blablabla..

hmm..
tmrw..
will be job hunting day.
i'm goin to find myself jobs again..
this time alone.
yea.. as usual..
find work alone.
well.. first stop centrept.
some thai restaurant.
then to wheellock place.
some nydc restaurant. or smth lidat..

then ..
dunno le..
mayb home..
i need a job..
its hard to get a job nowaday..
hhaiz..

okays..
sooo..
i guess i'm goin off to sleep le lah..
very sleepy le..
and yea..
tmrw up early to look for job!
but i still hope cafe cartell will call me ..
you know i dun mind the 5bucks per hr..
cause it seems like a not bad environment there..
and the manager seems like he allows long hair!
just gel it up. and voila!
done! ahhaah!
xD

alrrights!
byebye!
suck my kiss!

~~eugeneN~~

everyone hates me. admit it.

well..
i dun want a hello today..
hack me into pieces.
tear me apart.
i've been destroyed.
and buried to death.

alrights..
to the normal stuffs..
today!
woke up..
and yea..
obviously do the normal stuffs..
and then yea..

meet up with clemence at jurong east mrt.
he's gonna accompany me to go recruit express.
to get a job!
yea man!

and know wad?!
first thing i see him.
WTF?!
he look fuckin gay now..
pink shirt is okay.
but wtf when he wears a pink converse high cut..
walao..
then yea..
other than the piercing to his left ear.
nth much changed.
hair still the same.
look still the same. haha!

okay.
then yea..
recruit express.
say will call me when got jobs.
sooo yea..
the lady who attended to me is pretty.
haha! xD

then yea..
went to macs to have lunch.
and just..
lepak there awhile loh..
finish le like still got loads of time uhh!
went imm then!

over there! alot lookin for part time!
i went to cafe cartell.
and its quite a nice environment!
i hope to work there.
mayb will get the job.
asked alot.
even asked for my uniform size xD
hopes! ahha
yea..

then just walked arnd imm loh..
been there so many times this yr and last yr.
whoa man!
then yea.. went home aft that..

hmm..
alrights..
nowadays.
i dunno why..
but ..
life is just gettin worsst..

life is gettin WORST.
haiz..
lotsa family probs.
money probs.
and dunno why..
but i feel like a black sheep..
=(
life sucks to the max now.
well not to the max.
but still.
it sucks loads!
but..
i'm stayin strong.

~~eugeneN~~

i wanna leave this family.

=(
i'm feelin fuck now.
i'm not right now..
everything sucks now.
wad the fuck was that for?!
i hate everyone in this family.
i hate you all.
seriously.

i feel like a black sheep in this family.
i feel no love in this family at all.
everything is kept a secret from me.
i know nth.
nth .
they all hate me.

i'm tired of this family.
really tired of it..
everything i do is wrong.
its always my fault.
since young.
i've tolerated enugh with this fucked up family.

today is the day.
i've had enugh.
i'm not caring anymore.
dun expect me to help you anymore.
dun expect me to lend you money.
lend you money to buy viceroy?
fuck it.
be glad that i even lend you those 30bucks.
lend you 50?
wad will you buy?
viceroy.
why the fuck would i give you money buy ciggs?
no way.

and you went all drama and wanting leave home.
fuck and made sis cried.
this is fucked up stuffs.
and sis dun fuckin bother tellin me wad happened.
till 5yrs old bro said wad bro in law said to him.
i quarelled with mum?
wtf?!
that was aint no quarrel.

well.
i'm always the black sheep in this family.
everyone hates me.
well..
fuck it.
i already dun have a dad.
well fuck it.
i can do without a mum.

just dun ruin my future.
dun.

well..
i have no mood to type down wad i did today le..
but..
i'm still doin it..

went for interview.
they say call back.
oooh wells..
confirm wont call back..
soo nvm le..
look for more job tmrw..
not enugh money .. =(

okay..
i'm damn tired frm all the emotions tonight...
haiz.. why am i born in this family??
=(

~~eugeneN~~

time to get rich!

well well well!
i'm back !
as promised yea!
ahhaa!

well..
hmm..
actually i dunno wad to type uhh..
alrights lah..
today. basically just home whole day..
yea..

boring muchs!
oooh wells..
no work wad..
no job.
but!
tmrw got interview!
need go till expo for their office..
omg man!
needa wake up fuckin early loh!
well.. for money!
i'm be goin with adeleine!
cause i think shes the only one who will work sales.
sooo yea.
hean wont want de lah.
boonsheng also.
and everyone else got job.
sooo yea.

sales promoter!
am i gonna get the job?
hopefully!
then i'll have money!
and i can get guitar!
drums!
itouch!
muchmuch more!
xD
sounds so corny..

okay..
soo.
i dunno wad to say le..
every fri jammin..
if get this job dunno if can make it not..
dun think can le..
oooh wells!
money comes first.
need money then can spend mah! xD
alrights uhh..
neeeda go le lah.

needa wake up early tmrw!
10am needa reach expo ..
mahfan.. sheesh..

byebye!
love y'all!

~~eugeneN~~

two man show!

just a quick update on ytd!
it was a great day ytd btw! =D

well anyways..
went to fish n co at great world city.
and reg and kat was workin there!
its the main pt why we went there to eat uhh..
ooohh and i went there with roy. haha
and yea..

food was.. say.. lidat uhh! haha
okok lah..
then yea..
spent like 60bucks plus there!
omg man!
goin no money le lah! haha
but ooh wellls..

then yea..
alot of funny things uhh..
then we decided !
jammin!
go till paradiz.
2hrs of jammin!
from 9.30 to 11.30!
rushed for the last train!

ooohh.
and jammin was great!
in fact better than the last 2!
last 2 was demoralising man..
but this time round we had smth goin!
music was actually comin out!
we had songs played!
i played the drums!
and it was actually not bad yo! =D
and yea..
played the guitar too.
shiokness!
=D

wanna see vid?
upload soon. yea.
soo yea.
i'll be back tonight.
=D
peace out rockers.

~~eugeneN~~