no this aint wad you think this is.

well. hey.
just got a feeling to come and blog.
have not done this for like dunno how many thousand years already!
buttt.. ooohhh wells!
i feel kinda sad right now..

it sucks.
when you dun have money.
it sucks.
when nobody gives a fuck abt you.
it sucks.
when you dun have any warmth and love at all.
it sucks.
when everything goes against you.
it sucks.
well. everything sucks right now.
family is in a mess.
money is always the case.
then the feeling that i'm gonna lose everyone is here too.
no one is there forever for you.
just rmb that.
its all a lie.

fuck it.
everything is just crap.
alot of times i really wonder why the fuck must i be in this world.
why the fuck must i live?
why?
just to bring agony to myself? to everyone?
do me a favour someone? kill me.

dun even wanna live on.
but well.
i have to aye/?
unless some kill me.
or i just die in an accident.
or mayb. i just sleep. and never wake up.
wow. that would be good.
and when i die, i'll just be dumped into a incinerator plant.
nobody would even know.
or shld i say nobody would even bother caring if i died.

well thats not the case.
fuckk. i dun even know wads wrong with me.
i dun even know wad i'm living for now.
theres no motivation in life.
i have nth to live for. nth at all.
everyday passes and it just seem like any other day.
screw it.

well.
dun wanna say anymore. sooo. bye.
fuck you. fuck them. fuck me.

je m'appelez JUSTIN.
i'm calling myself Justin Bob Nakamura.
ahahah!

how cool.
sooo yah.
its been freaking freakin long since i blog lah!

well sooo everything has been goin fine.
year 2 is gettin fun.
poly is gettin better!
goin for ccas like crazyyyyy with my awesome mates in poly!
rock on!
max tyson kai ray bob ! \m/ hahahaha!

sooo yah.
i did alot of stuffs.
JB concert.
FOW !
i dunno wad i did anyore.
get wasted. haha just kiddin.
xD

hmm.. soo yah.
i dun want type already.
i want play guitar.
ooohh!
team is improving!
i like!
this means we're progressing! nice nice!
gettin rid of the weaker ones. hahaha

hmm.. soo yah!
BYE!

~~JUSTIN BOB~~

well.. i dunno wad you think of me. i dunno wad you think of us. but i just hope that wad i'm feelin is wad you're feeling.

I JUST LOST A FRIEND TONIGHT.
AND MOST LIKELY I WILL LOSE THAT WHOLE GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WELL.

POLY LIFE JUST GOT BETTER HAS IT?
FUCK IT.
I STARTED WITHOUT FRIENDS IN THE SCH.
I END IT WITHOUT FRIENDS TOO.
DONE.

I SHALL NOT DWELL ON IT ANYMORE.

i dun keep grudges . its tiring.
thats why.
i think i'm too nice.
hahaha!
seriously.

hmmm..
being long since i posted aye?
well..
its hols! as you can see. i have nth to do.
and no job as of yet.
which is sad!

fucking fir.
nabei dunno his job lobang where one.
keep saying go work go work.
got lobang and all.
nabei. fuck off lah!

mayb go join ridhwan at jurong bird park!
tgt with roy!
yeap!

but see how first.
cause tmrw goin jurong area.
to look for job with the 2 girls.
i doubt we will find any.
takin into account those 2 sooo fussy. hahahaha!

hmm..
then yah.
hey.
i miss you as a friend.
nth else.
please dun come and think i'm someone you can play with.
byebye!

well..
i'm looking forward to the day i die! how cool!
i'll be looking at myself!
when i'm dead! BAEK!
soo cool! hahahah!
i think i'm the only one who look forward to death.
i'm not even scared of dying now uhh.
nth to lose!

but!
cons are that i have not done alot of stuffs yet!
which is a pity.
but oooh wells.
when i die i die good! ahahahha!

soooo yah
BYEBYE!

i need a girlfriend. hahaha!
you want be my girlf? xD
dun takee me seriously. you can also take me seriously.
BYEBYE!

~~eugeneN~~

how long!

well hellos! its been long!
i'm back!
and yah!
exams are over! =D

sooo yah.
lotsa stuffs happened!
went to alot of places!
did alot of things!
and yah!

=D

soooo yah.
i'm still alive!
too bad haters! hohoho!
love me. xD

sooo yah. byebye!

~~eugeneN~~

GOODLUCK TO ME!

AND EVERYONE HAVING TESTS EXAMS AND SHITS.

BYEBYE!

short hair big balls.

i look like girl seriously.
even my sis say so.
blehhhh =(

no wonder no girl want me.

sooo yea.
thats my short hair!
no one comes to my blog.!
so i can just post my short hair photo here! haha!

hmm..
CNY HAS BEEN BORING!
i just came back from soccer.
it beats stayin home.
haishhh.
family internal conflicts = not much relatives.

sucksss lah!
and only got 1 cousin.
and is a guy.
not hot girl.
suckkksss also.

ooohh wells.
angbao money not muchs.
but i ate alot!
its good and bad.
bad = fat
good = shiokness!

haha! i love eating.

oohh!
finally got a band.
with ryan ridhwan adam roy.
niceee!
cant wait to jam with them.
i wonder how it'll be like.
and they gonna put me lead guitarist.
i suck lah. so sad.
i rather rythm.
no pressure. just play the stuffs.
i cant solo.
i think. heh.

hmmm..
sooo yah.
exams are near.
sheeshhh.
gotta study hard aft cny.
jiayous!

and i gotta jiayous!
in gettin you. hohohoh.
=D